T_________T hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiks...
finally.. a D.. I don't get the score yet.. but I'm 90% sure I'll get D for my statistic... D D!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhh....
I don't really care about my score.. esp. statistic.. Hum.. not interesting in that subject~
>_>, I just don't want to make my dad sad.. hiks...

.... frustated.....

huwaaaaa... the java exam was sooooooooooo haaaaaaaaaaaard... T_T... 90% of them was programming.. (make a correction to wrong lines of code, make a modification.. etc) sigh.. Since I do not have experience programming with concurrent programming (and there was 30% of them).. =_= the multithreading and java beans much more easier..

I need to screaaaaaaaam!! T_T

good news: the third semester almost over.. ^^ I have no class anymore, JUST 4 final test and one 'challenging' assignment.. gyahaha..~ one-month-useless-almost-doing-nothing -holidaaaaaaaaay here I comeeee~ but actually have a job offered by my dad.. I'm still thinking.. '_'~ holiday tasks: .... have fun ^^;;~

btw.. deep sympathy I dedicated to all those people around the Indian Ocean who suffered from asian quake disaster... I saw a video showing aceh, there is a big mosque (dunno it's name, but kinda famous) still standing I didn't see any damage on it although the surrounding area do .. '_'... what does it means?

I went to jgtc yesterday, an event held by FEUI, and located at there too. It was the 27th jgtc, hum.. no wonder they got so many big sponsors, it already have good name.. and quality also.
I also attended it last year, this year more people came.. -_-~ sigh.. I don't really enjoy the music~ too crowded '',~ I went with dinda~ hum.. met iyan also~ and then some high school friends, junior high school friends, even elementary school friend =D~ hihi.. an unexpected reunion~ off course there is many friends from my faculty~

hum.. I'm not one of the jazz fans.. ^^; but last night was great..~ esp. wayan and friends (I don't remember the band's name, but the guitar player's name is wayan.. so... =D lets call them wayan and friends~).. It's like jazz combine with bali traditional music.. woow.. creative ^^.. and the band members.. all of them are greaaaaaaaat >_<... not only wayan..~ I like the moment when wayan and the 'gendang' player did a competition ^^? So wayan play a melody and then folowed by the 'gendang' player.. (hOoO.. the gendang player able to followed a guitar tunes... '__'~.. and it was not an easy one also.. even with guitar.. ).. maybe wayan is born with holding guitar ^^;.. since it is like one of his body part..~ (even he could sing the same tunes with the guitar with his mouth while playing...).. >_<.. oh yeah he ask the audience to followed his guitar tunes, it was easy at first but then getting harder... uuuugh.. show off =P

Six element + rika 'the groove' was great also and also sol fa.. (but still wayan and friends is the best!).. I don't like the original jazz, I mean... the sleepy jazzy tunes -_-~ so those shows I enjoyed yesterday were modified jazz ^_^~

O.o oh yeah.. there were many couples at there off course...

sigh.. I wonder what happened to me.. ~ -_-...

[fLaSH BaCK]
monday: tired, have a lil' fever (but it's ok since it always happen when i'm too tired or sumtin) -_-;, sleepy, worried (^^; didn't even start doing my assignment) and bad mood (don't ask why)~
theeen... it's raining heavily.. hum...since I really2 need sleep... ignore the rain went downstairs... saved from the rain for a while in my friend's car.. (hum... the rain kinda stop for a moment when i was in there... or it's just an illusion -__-?) when i came out from the car.. byuuur~ T_T I was like taking a bath with rain...~ [next] taking a bath with cold water.. wash my hair and watching a dvd with dika for a while... hum.. straight forward to bed with wet hair and sleeping..
^^;;.. feeling dizzy when I woke up.. and spent the next 2 days in bed.. when I stand up I feel like I'm gonna throw up.. -_-~ no food worth eating (in my mind)... and no power.. >_>...

... hm.. so which part of story above is the cause of my illness.. '_'?

ps: my mom called my once every few hours.. -_-.. a half concern.. and a half yeeling at me like the howler from harry potter 0.0...~ hum... my dad called me also... ^^... but he always talk with gentle voice.. I'm feeling calm and relaxing huehuehue~

argh... dasaaaaaaar dial up jeleeeeeeek...
pengen baca bleach vol 10 niiiiiiiiiiiih >_> donlodnya lama amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
bkin frustasi >_< hiks hiks...~

well.. kinda addicted to read bleach nowadays XD

thanks to aynuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun ^^.. to sent me bleach's manga scans.. hiyaaaaah..
=D... arigatoooooooooooou aynuuun~

Feeling ignored and feeling like i'm nothing..~
Why do I keep thinking about useless thing..
Things just going well without that..
I don't even need it.. '_'? I have many other thing in my life..
sigh.. just go away if you want to go.. o.O
it's easy right?? don't come and go like you do...
I'll be just fine...~ -_-#

-hem... weird post again.. just need to write this feeling-