ergh.. I got information few days ago that I need to send 4th semester score, but acually I don't have to. I just have to send the latest grades that I have, send the copy of T/T and sign the ARO. After that, I have to wait for the CoE then start to apply for the visa. ;_;... how long will it be? hiks.. I still hope that I'll be able to see Kelly Jones on stage...

When I’m having a conversation with Haswar in msn, he said that Stereophonics will come to Brisbane and he’ll watch their concert.. (then He said there’ll be a fan meeting also).. argh….!!! (I opened www.stereophonics.com and read the news to confirm this.. and there it is… australian concert.. on JUNE!!.. hum btw.. cool website…) It is on 24th of June.. but I’ll arrived there at the beginning July.. -_-….. grRrRRr!!!!!1
I still envy him because he watched green day concert ;_;….

……
And then he typed the lyrics of Dakota… told me that he will ask for autograph… asked me what song that I like etc… -_- make me feel "better"… (I’ll drown you in the manors swimming pool..!! and that’s a promise!! Huuuuuuuu)…..

Maybe this is karma… I did almost the same thing to Dika. Good charlotte will have a concert here in Jakarta on 14 of July, by that time Dika and I maybe already at Brisbane. ^^; she was planning to delay her flight…. But then I found out that the O week will start on 18th July… We need lots of preparation at there, so she can’t go to Good Charlotte concert… Later on I always tease her about it.. (by singing Good Charlotte’s song to remember her about the concert)… ;_;.. huuu… but now I completely understand what she feel…

ARRRGHHHHH!! I WANT TO SEE STEREOPHONIIIIIIIIIIIICS!!!!!

… -_-~ wish I can get the visa faster…

haswar… gimme their autograph at least…. And their picture also (definitely without u on it) ^_-...

hum btw.. Sorry for my grammar XD.. I know it's very bad.. Plus all those dots at the end of sentences... then why don't you try to fix it?.. *talking to myself*

hum.. seperti yang kalian ketahui.. -_-~ gw bakalan pindah ke oz July ntar...
tapi.. coba kita cek persiapan gw...
1. paling penting nih.. visa.. XD blom ngurus.. karena.. liat alesan 2..
2. blom dpt coe.. ato ceo.. ah gitu deh.. surat yang nandain gw ketrima ke UQ.. harusnya si minggu2 ini dapet.. ;_;... hum, udah si menuhin kriteria2.. tapi sapa tau sial.. tetep aja deg2an deh gw... kata senior gw si emang agak lama dptnya~ la la la~
3. apartemen blom dapet.. karena dptnya yang jauh terus takut dicincang dika.. karena gw dah janji apartemennya balakan deket dia .. '',.. ntar klo kepaksa yah jauh deh jadinya.. bye dika~
4. baju2 blom beres.. [=D walo belanja mulu sih blakangan...]
.. kayanya masi banyak lagi deh.. >_<..~
yang masi ada hubungannya

5... software yg dibikin bwat IT project tau berhasil pa engga... [gosh.. gw bener2 khawatir soal ini.. >_<~ pengalaman cetek ni pake rational rose .. microsoft project en juga .net --> ini terutama]
mudah2an aja bisa jadi [gak tau jadi kaya apa... minimal.. jalan.....]

rencana yang harus gw lakukan...
6. T_T ketemuan ma temen2 lama gw...~ gyaaah... kangen ma temen smp..

.... hayooo klo diitung ituu.... skitar... 50 hari lagi.. waaaaaaks.. .serem yaaaaah~
mudah2an smuanya beres... sebagian diri gw pengen cepet2 brangkat.. sebagian gak mao pergi dari sini..

weekend kmaren.. pas berbaring di kamarku sambil memandang langit2 *cih bahasanya*.. kok gak rela yah ninggalin.. trus pas gw tau kamar gw bakalan sementara dijajah ade gw yang kecil karena rumah mao dibangun lagi.. gw langsung protes.. 'gak gak boleh'
well.. suatu permintaan yang amat egois.. karena toh gw gak ada disitu.. T_T.. tapi yah.. kamar gw itu menandakan keberadaan gw di rumah.. diantara keluarga gw.. klo kamar gw ditempatin ade gw.. gw gak punya lagi dong tempat khusus di rumah [walo mao dikasi kamar baru si]..
sigh.. gw kekanak2an banget...

oh iya ngomong2.. ortu gw malah mao berduaan ke china juni ini.. juni akhir pula.. jadi pas panik2nya persiapan gw ditinggal... XD... en.. gw disuru brangkat sendiriaaaaan~ hihi~
ditanyain si ama ayah 'kamu emang takut pergi sendiri'
dengan penuh harga diri en gengsi yang cukup tinggi gw jawab 'engga.. siapa yang takut'
alhasil gw pergi sendiri.. yosh.. mudah2an ada yang jemput.. bwain koper2 gw.. =D
mungkin juga brangkat duluan dari yang lain... gara2 mao cari apartemen dulu.. en jalan2 hihi~

yak.. udah ah~ pengen hunting mp3 lagi.. seandainya di kampus bisa donlod pake p2p.. dunia begitu indah... ^^..

this song is from korean tv series.. [originally in korean].. hm.. this is the translation.. as a mention in other post.. one main reason for me to like a song is.. when it's describe my feeling ahuhaua...

so here it is...
I think I by Byul

I believed that it couldn’t be, that it was’t~ um-
There is simply no way that I could be in love with you~ um-
It is just petty jealousy,
I am just feeling lonely
I tried to deceive myself
But now I can't hide from it any longer-

*CHORUS*
I Think I love You~ that’s how it seems~
Cause I Miss You~ when you’re not around
I can’t do anything
I keep thinking about you
If I look at how things are I know~
I'm Falling For You~ I didn’t realize it-
Now I Need You~ all the time
Located so deep in my heart
Now I see it is you-

Maybe we are not suited to each other
It would be good if we are just friends -um-
From one to ten, we never agree on anything-
How can we have a relationship?
People say we won’t be able to do it
I keep saying it
But now I hate to do it any longer-

* Repeat

I didn't realize how I felt about you, Woo~
Why couldn't I see?
It was right in front of me~~ Hoo~ yeah~
That whole time you were right next to me
Why is it now that I finally see that it is love?~~ Hoo-

* Repeat

try to ignored that person..I just don't want to get hurt.... but in the end I only hurting my self.. cos' it making me crazy not talking to him.. argh.. T_T... why... why... hate myself...

... I'm pretty sure that even when he read this... he won't realize my feeling towards him... '',