people say that all people born to be a good person.. so all people are kind at the first time.. and what make some people become bad person is their environtment~.. is this true?
hem... sometimes.. i feel like i'm acting to be a kind person... in some conditions.. i have a bad thought in my mind.. about someone or something.. and i also imagine i do something else in certain condition.. a bad thing.... do this mean i also have hum.. evil side inside of me...? if i do something that i don't want to do... i mean.. i do something good rather than do something bad... but in my mind i rather doing the bad one.. do it means i am a bad person... originally? but i don't want people think that i'm such a bad person... so.. i just pretending am i?? @_@...
or maybe... people born with a bad side also.. and we have to control that bad side to be a good person?? ergh..

and today.. i feel cruel.. as u can read in my previous posts.. i dislike someone.. and i did something bad to him.. '_' gak jahat2 banget sih.. cman nyuek2in dikit... dan lain lain ^^;
i forgot that he's only a human.. he can makes some mistakes.. and.. i broke the promise that i made.. that i'll never left him.. and always become his bestfriend... but because he did something bad.. i erased all good things about him... '_'..
and then.. something happened and make me realize how cruel i am.. did such a bad thing.. >___<.. usually.. although i hate someone i never do something bad cos' i remember about her good deeds.. and my hatred didn't last long.. just for a few days ^^;; but not this one... huuu... T_T... feeling bad about myself....

jadi apa sebenarnya kebaikan dan apa sebenarnya kejahatan.. =_=;