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an updateee~

2006-04-26T15:48:00.000+10:00

XD.. gah.. to busy with lotsa thing that i totally forgot about this blog..
;_;.. whereis my new templateeee... gonna make it after all my assignments done..
which meaaan.. wait until this semester ends.. ehehehhe
yeah.. for now... just bear with this greenish lil bit annoying layout.. =P

*tuh tuh airin dah gw update*...

XD back to study now.. ehehhehehe

XD... REAL holidaaaay

2006-02-07T19:14:00.000+10:00

just finished the exam this afternoon..
O.o not really hard.. but not easy either..

hauhauhau.. I'll go to movie world tomorrow.. XD ahuhauhauhaua..

aaaaaaaah~ freeeedooooooooom~

goong..

2006-01-21T23:43:00.000+10:00

the plan for today is.. doing the assignment.. but It didn't go as it supposed to be...
I spent the day with... downloading and reading goong a korean comic.. =D it started with finding the information about the new korean drama.. then because I have not enough quota to download the drama, I download the comic book instead..

phew.. it's good.. =D

what's up with korean stories and unwanted marriage.. O.o I've seen several plot like that in comic and movie..- my little bride (although one of them actually happy with their marriage)- full house- sassy girl chun yang- inocent steps- and.. goong, ergh.. I forget but there's plenty of them..

O.o the main story is the same.. at first they have bad relationship but later.. they can understand each other and accept their marriage.. hum goong isn't finished yet so I dunno what will happen.. O.o but looking at the story developed it's kinda predictable... XD but I still like it~ xixixixi

goong.. hum.. the main charachter is a silly kind hearted girl chaegyung.. and a boy named shin.. he's a seja (crown prince).. they are in the same school.. and having such a bad relationship.. seja already has someone that he like at this time.. but then the previous king arranged for them to married.. oh ya the set of this story is a modern korea but there's still imperialsm.. =D so there's a king rules this country which is seja's father.. another boy appear.. his name is Yul.. =D~ (weee...handsome-kind hearted-want to steal the lady type) he is a former seja.. O.o since his father death.. his uncle (seja's dad) become king.. and he's no longer a seja..

bla bla bla.. the stories continues.. Yul falling in love with chaegyung make him wanna get the seja title again so he's the one who become chaegyung husband..shin likes chaegyung but he doesn't want to admit it.. O.o..chaegyung like shin.. =D.. but she doesn't show it..hehehe.. both of them stupid~ grrr..~

O.o hum.. what will u chose.. someone whom u really love but he doesn't treat u well.. or.. someone who really love you and treat you well..? hihihi.. one day.. it crossed in my mind that maybe I should be with someone that love me so much but I don't really love him.. so I won't get hurt... '', but I didn't do that.. too silly O,o.. I'll hurt him then..

a nice day..??

2006-01-20T21:24:00.000+10:00

O.o.. today I check out a house for a friend.. but apparently the owner has rented it to somebody else without notify the agent first.. so in the end me and another people who interested in that apartment waiting for 30 minutes in front of that house for nothing.. not to mention the rain! >_<.. aaah headache... fyi if my hair get wet because of rain I'll get headache almost instantly.. >_<.. stupid owner...~ grr... yeah well.. that's the bad thing.. then on the way home ira called me and ask me to go to milton to drink hot chocolate~ =D huray.. finally something to make my day better.. so I dried my hair.. drank a hot tea.. then walked fastly to catch the train... ( I couldn't run cos' I wear high hells in such a slipery road) weee I forgot that I changed the time 5 minutes faster.. XD.. ehuehue .. in conclusion I manage to catch the train.. but not the bus.. >_>... huks.. so I wait 15 minutes for another bus.. and finally I arrived at ira's place... danu is already there and we have to wait for mbak yini..

XD.. ehuheuheue... I already know that they'll comment on what I was wearing.. err..it was a pretty brown skirt.. (I mean it.. benar2 rok yang cantik) although I was only wearing a halter neck tank top and t-shirt.. a pretty nice skirt it's not my daily style .. at that time they haven't realize that I was wearing a high hells :P...just by looking at their face.. without even saying a word.. I know.. :P they were shock..
"tyas.. what are you wearing.. ?"
.. actually the reason I was wearing that clothes cos' I don't have any other choise.. :P.. I haven't wash my clothes.. ahahaha.. and I told them that..
"but.. lately u've been wearing skirts.. more that u used too"
"yeah because I'm too lazy to wash my clothes lately.. and I don't need to iron this kind of skirts.. so I wear skirt when I'm in a hurry "
and then they realize that I was wearing high hells also..
"maybe we should drop u to the club.. it's friday night.. "
"ok.. that will be great" XD ahuah off course not.. that's not where I belong..

:p oh ya my behaviour stays the same apart from what I was wearing.. XD.. so there were a little accidents due to my behaviours.. and my friends said
"hum tyas.. it's better if u stay still and don't move at all.." :P

then we went the la vita bla bla.. :P I never remember the cafe's name... then we drank italian hot chocolate and ate pizza.. and talked... talked.... talked... talked....
:P oh ya some nice dressed up girls came in and my friends said..
"tyas you should go with them.."
O.o before u imagine to much.. I didn't wear make up at all..

ahahaha.. but that's not the end of the story..something not nice happened.. yeah but I don't need to write that.. O.o I just want to say.. "dasar kakek jutek" grrr.. almost ruin my day.. ah but we don't care.. =D~ this day ended perfectly nice..

-_-.. another rainy day

2006-01-20T16:04:00.000+10:00

... ;_;.. argh! I'm cursed.. the forecast say that it will be raining for the next few days..

*put on headphones*
lalala the sounds of rain.. I can't hear you...
O.o but it's a lil' bit unconfortable to use it while I'm sleeping..
not to mention when there's a message comming to my handphone the sounds is annoying..
XD oh yea I can just turn off the handphone volume.. stupid me..
gonna update the songs in my handphone.. O.o the notebook's playlist and handpone'a playlist currently having the same songs..

well then currently waiting for a phone call.. O.o
it's 8 minutes late...

in the hot rainy night.. '',

2006-01-19T20:46:00.000+10:00

'',... I don't really like rain..
well.. this make a lonely night even worse.. O.o...

ergh.. but now I'm start getting used to being alone.. the first second weeks were really hard.. ;_;
what i need is just.. an assignment to keeping me busy.. '',..
or another things to do.. like.. cleaning apartments... searching for mp3 :D.. watching anime... cooking new dishes.. hum.. future planning

;_; oh ya.. I didn't bring my oil paste here.. those are flamable things.. I thought they won't let me bring it.. '', maybe I should really get a part time job.. so I can buy those things.. >_< painting materials sure are expensive.. yaps... it's decided I'll apply for working visa and I'll start to find a job in february.. :D apart from painting there is another thing(s) that I want to buy.. gonna be a good start also since I plan to take a job while taking my master here after I graduate.. :D.. heuheueh.. just a plan..

well i have to finished my assignment in the end of this week..
so then next week i can study all the materials for final exam..
:D then when inzi come here I officially have nothing to do.. except having fun..
gosh.. looking forward for her to come here...
panca and mahesa will come to few days after inzi.. so then maybe we can go somewhere together..

the question is.. >_<.. when will he come here.. the person whom i miss the most..~

jason mraz.. =D

2006-01-18T20:09:00.002+10:00

whee.. since I didn't have mood to do e commerce assignment.. because it's to easy XD nyahahahahaha..~ aah.. although it's not that good in the end.. =P.. because i finished the design like in.. few hours.. XD.. so then after idle and didn't make any progress at all at Mr.MoPho (the name of the e commerce assignment website) I searched some mp3s.. as usual I open www.pramborsfm.com and look at the top 40 chart and download some songs from that chart.. =P~

then.. there was jason mraz's song.. I've started to like him from his (mabye) 1st single the remedy.. the second one was you and i both.. and the 3rd one was wordplay.. hum.. the geek in the pink added to my list.. =D.. if i already like 4 songs from a singer.. :p then I'll search all his song.. XD.. I dunno when it start but i always do that.. so the mission to search jason mraz songs started..

hihi.. I like this one.. life is beautiful ...here is some words from that song...

It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some tears to make you trust
It takes some years to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished

O.o err.. but I think it needs time to fall in love..or.. maybe.. it needs time to realize it XD
well then apart from his hum.. spirited-easy listening-nice lyrics song.. jason mraz is kinda.. cute XD wehehehehehehehehe... believe me.. I never seen his picture before.. O.o and I never watch his video clips.. then I look at images from his website... :P and I saw his video clip too after that.. err.. '', but they are kinda weird.. XD he was bleeding.. (I mean.. like in happy tree friends scene) at his wordplay video clip..

well.. now I'll cook something.. =D thank to mbak astri who give me login to see recipe in her website.. *big hug* XD..

yahoo widget~ =P

2006-01-15T15:45:00.000+10:00

well I didn't really aware about yahoo widget at first.. O.o
and hesa (another ppl which i think don't have another thing(s) to do this holiday like.. me.. *hey u have summer class and u can say u have nothin' to do!*) was playing arround with it as we chat in msn.. so I gave it a try.. since I couldn't sleep anyway... XD aaah reversed time of sleep.. >_> am I being kebo like him? noo I don't wanna be ratu kebo..
then.. I found it that it's quite usefull for me..
1. to show the calendar XD omg.. I've been mistaken about date / day a lot nowadays.. since I always do the same thing almost everyday
2. wheater forecast.. :P.. and I'll know what should I wear before going out..
3. tv station schedule.. less chance to missed a good programme.. well if I don't currently sleeping or too lazy to look at my desktop and click few buttons.. trust me.. sometimes I might be to lazy to do those things XD
4. the bandwith status.. including how many upload and download today! really2 usefull for meee.. XD.. ! since I got download and upload quota here
5. ram and hd status.. :P I really have to add the ram.. and remind me if my hd is too full =)..
6. nice clock, battery and volume display..
7. sticky memo.. =D.. I really want this thing.. quite usefull.. and I finally get it..

so so so.. =D.. in conclusion viva yahoo widget heuheuheuhuehue
and this is how my desktop looks like now.. XD wahahahaha.. sorry for the weird backgound...

.... when will I make the new template.. dan petualangan nsw

2006-01-14T23:27:00.000+10:00

XD.. aah this is a super duper ugly template... hum.. I need to change this soon.. do not really like it again.. ahahah and I WAS consider this is good enough.. hum ...someone said that "when u think what u made is no longer good enough for u.. then it means.. ur ability has improved somehow.."
well yeah.. to makes me feels better I'll keep that in mind.. :P

hay hay.. people I'm back to blogspot..~ =D hiahiahia..

so the first story is... =D...
I just came back from new south wales.. ehuehue my friends ask me to go with them to the beach.. named.. byron bay.. XD.. hum.. actually... I know nothing about byron bay.. except it is a beach..
well since I have nothing better to do.. (being idle makes me remember about him more XD.. gosh I miss him.. ) XP.. and I was thinking that the location is either at gold coast or sunshine coast which is not really far from Brisbane.. ahahahhaha.. :p but it is actually located in new south wales.. I didn't know it untill mbak yini told me.. "hey we are in nsw now!".. when we just go past queensland..

duh ganti bahasa ah..
jadi tadi ke mercusuar.. =D.. lalala panas... akhirnya cardigan yang dibawa buat melindungi kulit dari matahari gak dipake juga.. XD.. *olesin sunblock 20 dolar dengan boros biar gak terbakar kulitnya.. walo tetep menghitam sedikit*... ini ada fotonya...

terus kita ke pantai.. tadinya bener2 gak mao kena air ato mengakrabkan diri dengan matahari.. *mengutip kata ira.. "klo gitu mah gak usah ke pantai skalian"* XD.. akhirnya baju gw basah total.. dan terpaksa beli baju.. well gpp deh butuh baju ginian juga.. hihi enak maen2 aer en ombak.. pengen ke pantai lagi.. next time.. bawa baju renang aja skalian.. karena mao gak mao.. pasti nyebur ato diceburin.. ato jadi berenang2.. XD..
terus kita ke bagian lain dari byron bay yg ternyata lbih bagus.. jadi nyesel cebur2annya di lokasi no 1.. di lokasi no 2 ini lebih enak

*itu dah pake baju baru loh.. liat2 warnanya tetep matching =D.. saya freak banget ya ama baju matching hiahiahiahia*
huuuuuu ;_; menahan gejolak jiwa buat maen air lagi... bener2 lebih enak disini...
terus ada karang keren itu... :P kaya bak karang.. ini klo banyak ombak bisa tengelem gak bisa kluar ni.. XD..

... truuus.. kita menuju suatu tempat yang namanya sesuatu saya lupa.. XD.. lucu2 kaya kota tua gitu.. bener2 sepi.. rumah2 kcil biasa.. toko2 tua... dan ada crystal castle.. sayang udah muter2 dengan hati berdebar2 bensin mendekati empty.. sampe sana tutup!!!.. karena penasaran cari2 di internet ada ternyata http://www.crystalcastle.net XD kyanya biasa aja.. ahahaha..

hum.. crita apalagi ya.. =D.. ah udah kok bgitu saja.. lalu kita makan di jakarta .. restoran indonesia..

waduh batuk gw kumat.. =D.. well tapi senang hari ini..

ps: tadi liat orang pacaran di pantai.. XD *mupeng2 iri rame2* ahahahahhaha

XD..

2006-01-07T09:19:00.000+10:00

gonna update this blogspot in this month..
beware XDDDD
*argh.. I am being crazy since I have nothing to do*

hey I'm back~ ^^

2005-07-01T04:22:00.000+10:00

hum.. I miss blogspot.. ^^
I'll make new template todaaaay~ I'll do it a wholeeee day..
lets see whether I can finished it or not..
I just want to make a simple one.. with water color picture as background.. =D..
hihi.. I often so lazy to start something.. but being addicted after that.. XD...

I want to paint sunflower.. ^^.. I already made two paintings for background.. but I'm not satisfied about the result..~ they're not very good when scanned.. O.o

well.. I won't go anywhere tomorrow... I supposed to go to Plaza Senayan.. (not agaiiiiiiiiiiiin!!).. So i think I can finished it...

Hum.. I want to write in Indonesian starting from next post.. and when I want to write in english I'll go to another blog.. which I plan to write some more usefull things at there.. (this blog will dedicated to useless things XD.. yeah yeah.. some daily stories as usual...)

-_-.... too many different information~

2005-05-22T00:25:00.000+10:00

ergh.. I got information few days ago that I need to send 4th semester score, but acually I don't have to. I just have to send the latest grades that I have, send the copy of T/T and sign the ARO. After that, I have to wait for the CoE then start to apply for the visa. ;_;... how long will it be? hiks.. I still hope that I'll be able to see Kelly Jones on stage...

why is it on june! T_T

2005-05-21T01:39:00.000+10:00

When I’m having a conversation with Haswar in msn, he said that Stereophonics will come to Brisbane and he’ll watch their concert.. (then He said there’ll be a fan meeting also).. argh….!!! (I opened www.stereophonics.com and read the news to confirm this.. and there it is… australian concert.. on JUNE!!.. hum btw.. cool website…) It is on 24th of June.. but I’ll arrived there at the beginning July.. -_-….. grRrRRr!!!!!1
I still envy him because he watched green day concert ;_;….

……
And then he typed the lyrics of Dakota… told me that he will ask for autograph… asked me what song that I like etc… -_- make me feel "better"… (I’ll drown you in the manors swimming pool..!! and that’s a promise!! Huuuuuuuu)…..

Maybe this is karma… I did almost the same thing to Dika. Good charlotte will have a concert here in Jakarta on 14 of July, by that time Dika and I maybe already at Brisbane. ^^; she was planning to delay her flight…. But then I found out that the O week will start on 18th July… We need lots of preparation at there, so she can’t go to Good Charlotte concert… Later on I always tease her about it.. (by singing Good Charlotte’s song to remember her about the concert)… ;_;.. huuu… but now I completely understand what she feel…

ARRRGHHHHH!! I WANT TO SEE STEREOPHONIIIIIIIIIIIICS!!!!!

… -_-~ wish I can get the visa faster…

haswar… gimme their autograph at least…. And their picture also (definitely without u on it) ^_-...

hum btw.. Sorry for my grammar XD.. I know it's very bad.. Plus all those dots at the end of sentences... then why don't you try to fix it?.. *talking to myself*

'',.. terlalu santai..

2005-05-10T18:46:00.000+10:00

hum.. seperti yang kalian ketahui.. -_-~ gw bakalan pindah ke oz July ntar...
tapi.. coba kita cek persiapan gw...
1. paling penting nih.. visa.. XD blom ngurus.. karena.. liat alesan 2..
2. blom dpt coe.. ato ceo.. ah gitu deh.. surat yang nandain gw ketrima ke UQ.. harusnya si minggu2 ini dapet.. ;_;... hum, udah si menuhin kriteria2.. tapi sapa tau sial.. tetep aja deg2an deh gw... kata senior gw si emang agak lama dptnya~ la la la~
3. apartemen blom dapet.. karena dptnya yang jauh terus takut dicincang dika.. karena gw dah janji apartemennya balakan deket dia .. '',.. ntar klo kepaksa yah jauh deh jadinya.. bye dika~
4. baju2 blom beres.. [=D walo belanja mulu sih blakangan...]
.. kayanya masi banyak lagi deh.. >_<..~
yang masi ada hubungannya

5... software yg dibikin bwat IT project tau berhasil pa engga... [gosh.. gw bener2 khawatir soal ini.. >_<~ pengalaman cetek ni pake rational rose .. microsoft project en juga .net --> ini terutama]
mudah2an aja bisa jadi [gak tau jadi kaya apa... minimal.. jalan.....]

rencana yang harus gw lakukan...
6. T_T ketemuan ma temen2 lama gw...~ gyaaah... kangen ma temen smp..

.... hayooo klo diitung ituu.... skitar... 50 hari lagi.. waaaaaaks.. .serem yaaaaah~
mudah2an smuanya beres... sebagian diri gw pengen cepet2 brangkat.. sebagian gak mao pergi dari sini..

weekend kmaren.. pas berbaring di kamarku sambil memandang langit2 *cih bahasanya*.. kok gak rela yah ninggalin.. trus pas gw tau kamar gw bakalan sementara dijajah ade gw yang kecil karena rumah mao dibangun lagi.. gw langsung protes.. 'gak gak boleh'
well.. suatu permintaan yang amat egois.. karena toh gw gak ada disitu.. T_T.. tapi yah.. kamar gw itu menandakan keberadaan gw di rumah.. diantara keluarga gw.. klo kamar gw ditempatin ade gw.. gw gak punya lagi dong tempat khusus di rumah [walo mao dikasi kamar baru si]..
sigh.. gw kekanak2an banget...

oh iya ngomong2.. ortu gw malah mao berduaan ke china juni ini.. juni akhir pula.. jadi pas panik2nya persiapan gw ditinggal... XD... en.. gw disuru brangkat sendiriaaaaan~ hihi~
ditanyain si ama ayah 'kamu emang takut pergi sendiri'
dengan penuh harga diri en gengsi yang cukup tinggi gw jawab 'engga.. siapa yang takut'
alhasil gw pergi sendiri.. yosh.. mudah2an ada yang jemput.. bwain koper2 gw.. =D
mungkin juga brangkat duluan dari yang lain... gara2 mao cari apartemen dulu.. en jalan2 hihi~

yak.. udah ah~ pengen hunting mp3 lagi.. seandainya di kampus bisa donlod pake p2p.. dunia begitu indah... ^^..

T_T... hum.. can't fight this stupid little feeling

2005-05-06T02:48:00.000+10:00

this song is from korean tv series.. [originally in korean].. hm.. this is the translation.. as a mention in other post.. one main reason for me to like a song is.. when it's describe my feeling ahuhaua...

so here it is...
I think I by Byul

I believed that it couldn’t be, that it was’t~ um-
There is simply no way that I could be in love with you~ um-
It is just petty jealousy,
I am just feeling lonely
I tried to deceive myself
But now I can't hide from it any longer-

*CHORUS*
I Think I love You~ that’s how it seems~
Cause I Miss You~ when you’re not around
I can’t do anything
I keep thinking about you
If I look at how things are I know~
I'm Falling For You~ I didn’t realize it-
Now I Need You~ all the time
Located so deep in my heart
Now I see it is you-

Maybe we are not suited to each other
It would be good if we are just friends -um-
From one to ten, we never agree on anything-
How can we have a relationship?
People say we won’t be able to do it
I keep saying it
But now I hate to do it any longer-

* Repeat

I didn't realize how I felt about you, Woo~
Why couldn't I see?
It was right in front of me~~ Hoo~ yeah~
That whole time you were right next to me
Why is it now that I finally see that it is love?~~ Hoo-

* Repeat

try to ignored that person..I just don't want to get hurt.... but in the end I only hurting my self.. cos' it making me crazy not talking to him.. argh.. T_T... why... why... hate myself...

... I'm pretty sure that even when he read this... he won't realize my feeling towards him... '',

^___^

2005-04-26T15:14:00.000+10:00

yeah.. got a good score for database II...
but what's make me happy is my dad sent me sms to congratulate me..
*terharu* hihihi~

... masa nge post gitu doang yah.. hihi~
au ah lagi malesh...

^^ b'day...

2005-04-19T14:33:00.000+10:00

=D.. I am 19 now.. ehuheueue.. kalo kata dinda ulang tahun cantik hihi~ tanggal 19 umur 19 ahahahha ada ada aja....
despite of some bad lucks I have today.. ^^.. this is my happy happy b'day..
thanks buat smua yang inget en ngucapin~
'', tadi malem klo respon mbales sms lama maap yaah~ soalnya hpnya rusak =D jadi mati nyala mati nyala terus...~ may all ur wishes for me this year will come true *maonya*...
yang mendapat kehormatan ngucapin pertama kali (=D ahuahua gak penting)... si marcus yang dah ngucapin sminggu yg lalu krn takut hari ini lupaaaaaa ahahahahhaa..
trus yang bener2 ngucapin pertama di saat yang tepat si dika =D.. hehuehuehue..

^___^.. huf.. musti bersyukur masi diberi umur buat berbuat amal en bertobat ama dosa2 yang segunung...

palagi yaaaaaaah~ mdah2an bsok 2 mid test bisa =D.. huhuhu~
dah ah~ mari kita belajaar~

bad news... broken dreams... aaand.. sleepy..

2005-04-01T11:55:00.000+10:00

what's the bad news??..
For your information I'll move to Aussie in July, not only me.. my friends (8 of them) supposed to be move with me.. but .. (this is the bad news...) 6 of them not passed the IELTS test yet, and the documents will be sent to UQ (this gonna be my next university) in April 14. T_T.. and the worst case is they will go to UQ in January instead of July.. hum.. they still have 1 more chance, take te TOEFL.. (which is a lot of harder than IELTS I think). Sigh.. I hope they can go together with me.. they must be more dissapointed than I am.. T_T..
I already have list of things I want to do at there with them~ aaaaaaaaaand~ that's the broken dreams... maybe I cannot do the list..

waks... I have a class now... huuuuuuuuuuuuu T_T... I need to sleep (sleep at 4.30 am and 3.30 am in the last 2 days)

I just don’t care tonight.. I just wanna jump (plus singing and screaming) =D

2005-03-26T15:58:00.000+10:00

^^.. oooh finally 26th march is come, and it means tonight I watched simple plaaaan concert!! Despite of haswar and armand opinion about simple plan as low level rock band because they were only opening band in green day concert in Brisbane (see previous post) -_-~ huh!! They did a good job tonight!!

For your information, I’m not one of their fans, maybe they even not in my 20 favorites band list.. [bands like embrace, phantom planet, mew, saybia, stereophonics, badly drawn boy, travis, maroon 5, athlete and other bands with similar kind of music may be listed.. hum, l’arc~en~ciel, asian kung-fu generation, linkin park and green day may also included [ ‘’, influenced by some friends…]… but not simple plan..

So, why did I buy the ticket anyway? First, I just want to have fun =D.. yeah I need it~ overwhelmed with some assignments, project and something else not related to my study [I just read something that really anoy me -_-~ bweeh~ it's makes me jealous XD bah.. stupid feelings]. Second, I have personal experience with one of their song [don’t wanna think about you] ^^;.. one of the major reason to like a song, because it describe you and your feeling bwehehehe… many better reason though. Third, their new single shut up and previous one welcome to my life are good songs.. and then I watch mtv live, simple plan preformed jump and suddenly it stuck in my mind =D.. So I copied dika’s cd and listen to other song and I found some other songs that I like, which are me against the world and thank you… ^^ well you’ll never know unless you give a try. Hihi.. I may list them on the top 20 after tonight =D…

First song they play tonight is shut up, because I know the lyrics I just singing loudly.. no one heard me though.. They sang louder!! and also jumping =D.. followed by jump and me against the world [and some other songs that I barely know].. after that welcome to my life played.. I sang it with full spirit and also jump off course [with the limited energy after getting wild in jump XD bwaaah they played jump ‘perfectooo!!!’ falling in love with this song~] … THEN.. I suddenly felt dizzy.. I see everything darker than before.. Almost black in fact.. So I told dika, she told me to hug her and close my eyes.. [I never faint before so in my mind there’s nothing but ‘oh this is how you feel when u’re almost faint’… I heard some voice almost muted but the other voice louder, you almost don’t feel anything.. and suddenly dark].. magically about 5 minutes after I get my power back =D.. and then singing again [this time without jumping].. ^^ maybe dika have hidden abilities to cure almost faint peoples. ^^ btw.. Pierre the vocalist is too cute for rock band, he have red chubby chicks + lots of kiddy smiles…. XD aaaaaah pengen nyubiiiiiiiiiiit~ gemeeeeeeesh~ david is kinda cool =D.. [hihi.. I was thinking he's weird or something.. with that bizarre hair cut how am I suppose to think..?].. the best moment was when they played jump!!

Bweh this post is too long and I still want to write may other things.. ^^.. in the next post I’ll tell u more =D bwahahaha~ (gosh.. am I too exited??) hoaaaaaahem.. it’s getting late.. I think I should sleep now.~

p.s: oh yeah lamo one of my friend, lost his handphone.
Hoooh and when my dad picked me up, he turn on the radio and search for dangdut radio station, He said it is a good therapy after rock concert! XD ahahahahaha..

buhuhuhu~ here doing nothing.. hopeless....

2005-03-21T20:57:00.000+10:00

>_> gyaaaaaaaaa..
My assigments not finished yet... the server is down (again)... and I didn't watch korean tv series (stairway to heaven).. huks tomorrow is the last episode!! ^^;; --> this one is not important heuheuheu...

hey good news.. the deadline changed into wed ehuheue!!

~signing out~

-__-~ argh~

2005-03-20T20:50:00.000+10:00

internet cepet bagnet.. tapi server dalem malah gak bisa dibuka.. ya ampfuuuuuun! gak bisa ngerjain tgas deh >_>
dah ah mari kita donlod video aja ...

yeaaaah!! dapet mp3 ello!!

2005-03-20T02:28:00.000+10:00

^^~ tadi pagi kan baca koran.. ada list top ten lagu indonesia gitu deh.. ada ini
ello - pergi tuk kembali (hihi ternyata ello bkan elo, kta ummay machello namanya...)
bwahaha.. knapa gw bodoh banget yah.. kenapa juga gak dari awal liat chart apa kek gitu.. ya ampun tyas tyas... ^^;; suka lemot keterlaluan....
truus.. tadi sambil online buka bearshare.. iseng2 ketik di search 'ello pergi' daaaan.. ada lho ada!!! =D huehue puas deh~ udah tyas puter brapa kali yah malam ini...

'', hum.. what if someone that you really care doing just fine with or without you.. and so do you... it just.. feels different when you talk with him and another things you do with him.. oh yeah.. jealousy often comes...You want to be with him but everything is very.. doubtfull.. humph.. I just feel that I am nothing to that person.. hweeeh~ what's this feeling -_-~?
kok tiba2 gw jadi nulis gitu.. humph.. cman kesumpekan perlu dikeluarin.. (tp emang dikeluarin = ngapus..??)..~ syalalalala~

*signing out.. I have to do something important*

[humph]...simple plaan juga keren tuh -_-;;

2005-03-19T00:29:00.000+10:00

huks.. tadi chat ama haswar + armand.. (weks.. chat lognya gak ke save soalnya laptopnya tadi mati tiba2..)..
kan gw ditanya tgl 26 ada apa??
gw jawab.. simple plan konser ^^.. mao ntn...
>_> trus masa dikata2in.. soalnya simple plan cman jadi opening di konser green day di Brisbane!! arghhh!!.. gw juga mao klo ntn green day op.nya simple plaaaaaaaan!!
dasar curang curaaaaaaaaaaang!!! *iri*

hum.. soal lagu elo tadi.. udah tanya jdulnya ke ayah ma bu'na~
pulang ke rumah.. lagi tidur2an di kamar..
[sfx: suara mobil]
langsung kebangun.. 'yes ayah pulang....', cman ada satu tujuan di kepala.. trus gw bangun nyamperin bokap di ruang tengah.. + cium tangan... stelah ngobrol2...
'ayah ayah tau lagu ini gak??...'
-nyanyi lagunya elo setengah2 lupa-
trus bokap ikut nyanyiin....
'oh iya iya.. kayanya ayah inget.. ini sepanjang jalan kenangan'
wakakakakakakak!! ngaco banget sih!! hihihihi~
[ktawa]
'ahahahahha ayah bukan itu lah.. aku aja inget sepanjang jalan kenangan kaya apa'
ganti lirik buna (pangilan ke ibu)..
'ibu kan waktu senen nyanyi2 di mobil.. itu judulnya apa sih?'
'ah ibu lupa.. emang ibu nyanyi yah'
- - , *nyerah...*.. trus bokap bilang
'eh kamu cari aja di tempat lagu2 lama ayah..'
ide bagus thu heuhue... ntar cari ah.. mao denger versi lama juga
*fin*

eh lupa.. kan online mao cari tutorial yah... waks.. ayooo belajar =D

=D.. anyone know?

2005-03-18T16:01:00.000+10:00

ada yang tau ELO.. ?? bbrp hari yg lalu denger di radio...

[di mobil.. setengah pusing -gara2 minum susu kedelai basi dikasi nyokap T_T- uuuh teganya.. trus tiba2 ada lagu di prambors]...
nyokap tiba-tiba nyanyi....
'selamat tinggal sayang sampai kita jumpa lagi bla bla bla'... (dengan lancar)...
gw mikir... kok tiba2 nyokap jadi gaul.. hafal lagu anak muda...
karena lagi pusing en enek gw diem aja gak komentar... *memejamkan maata*
eh lagunya enak juga yah.. (nyokap tetep nyanyi dgn lancar)..

ternyata emang gak mungkin nyokap gw jadi gaul.. heuheu ternyata itu remake lagu lama.. ^^ ntar tanya ah judulnya blom tau... ada yg tau lagu itu?

^^.. simple plaaaan!!

2005-03-17T16:02:00.000+10:00

yeaaah!! finally I decided to watch simple plan =D heuheuheuh!!
yah mudah2an bagus hihihi ^^.. padahal gw gak suka2 amat sih.. cman pengen pergi ajah.. skali2.. have fun =D..

lagunya yang paling suka... hum.. don't wanna think about you ^^ ada kenangan khusus hwahahahah~ kalo gw peratiin lirik lagu itu ama shut up mirip2 aja yah.. (yah jadinya suka 2 2nya)
trus apa lagi yah.. @_@ oh ya belakangan lagi enek banget sama salah satu mata kuliah.. dosennya gak enak bgt.. bkin ngerasa tegang en suka ngeremehin muridnya.. gw gak suka tipe orang kaya gitu T_T..
'', trus ada dosen yang 'berkesan' soalnya suka ngata2in gw melulu T_T.. lucu sih.. klo orang lain yang ngeliat.. pada ktawa2 mulu -_-; tapi masyalahnya gw yang kna (tp gw juga jadi ktawa sih hihihihi) ampe tadinya sebel dikit en berniat gak mao jawab pertanyaan dari dia.. huuuuu.. tapi tetep aja gatel pengen ngejawab (hihi dasar harga diri)
dia tuh ngingetin ama guru pas smp dulu.. yang suka ngejodohin gw XD.. klo gw terlihat dket ama si A.. pasti bsoknya dia gosipin kmana2.. trus pernah ampe kesebar ke satu angkatan.. sampe kikuk klo ketemu.. (bayangin gw cman lewat dpan dia hebohnya kaya ada artis lwat...).. hihi tapi mata pelajaran dosen en guru smp gw itu gw suka .. :P untung ajah...

hum.. ada hal yang menyebalkan juga (#(*@#(@*&#(@ -ngomel2-)hihi.. tapi gak bakalan ditulis.. bisa gawat urusannya.. [lirik dika] tau kan dik? huehuehue

dah ah.. mao.. tiduur >_>

^^.. hum..

2005-03-16T15:59:00.000+10:00

I'm a big big girl in a big big world
it's not a big big thing if u leaveeee me~
but I do do feel... That I do do will
miss u much... miss u much...

Emilia - Big Big World

=D kmaren kan lagi puter2 mp3 lagu ma dika sambil ngerjain tugas (plus brantem ma dika >_> soalnya dia nyebelin).. eh tiba lagu ini keputer..
[sebelomnya...]
ada suatu keadaan yang bkin gak sengaja ngeliat foto seseorang.. jleg.. tiba2 ada perasaan aneh... yaitu.. k*ngen >_>
hihihihi.. knapa pas bgt yah liriknya...

hoooh masih ada beberapa tugas nih.. >_< ngerjain dulu yah.. btw ada apa dengan laptopku tersayang.. spertinya ada yang salah.. sering nge hang.. huhu..~ format aja ah ^^.. kayanya gara2 gw utik2 deh..

nyaah~ just tyring..

2005-03-13T01:40:00.000+10:00

huuuuum.. among all naruto the posibilities.. why hinata?? XD

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

shy --> hum.. maybe I did something wrong when aswering this..
malu si engga =D malu2in iya heuheuheu~

long time~

2005-03-11T00:33:00.000+10:00

duh dah lama gak isi post.. waks blakangan pake bhs indon terus hihi padahal tujuannya mao pake bhs inggris buat latian XD krn bahasa inggris saya sangat buruk hohoho..

yak.. lets move to the story.. -_-;
weks.. I got nothing special to tell you...
hum... hum.. (still confuse...)
ok that's all huahua..

^^ hey.. simple plan'll come here.. is it worth enough to watch them...
hum.. still thinking..~

yeah... 3 hari di bandung~

2005-02-04T14:53:00.000+10:00

hum... sebenernya sih mao nulis yang seneng2... ^^ tentang jalan2 gw ke bandung minggu kmaren.. tapi mood gak mendukung tuh... >_>... knapa si hal hal yang menyebalkan datengnya barengan.. T_T bener2 bkin kesel kesel keseeeeeeeeeel... rasanya ktawa aja susah banget.. -_-~

ok.. tulis yang seneng2 dulu marah2nya entar... =)

[3 hari (well gak sampe sih) di bandung]
hari pertamaaaaaaaaa.. hum sebagai info yang pergi barengan ke bandung itu gw en temen2 sekelas gw.. sebagai info lagi ^^; kita itu udah ngerencanain dari semester satu en skarang dah semester 4 ^^;;;;.... yah pokoknya akhirnya pegi..
yak! berangkat dari depok semobil sama momo, evan dan nico.. (di mobil laen ada dika, hesa, panca en bebeng) pake jazz item tercintanya momo yang gak boleh buat prakter nyetir gw =P~ dimobil kerjaanya ngehina2 momo si supr itu hihihi.. kocak banget deh.. tapi kayanya bkalan ngerusak nama baik klo diceritain disni.. ampe gw yang tukang tidur di mobil gak bisa tidur.. hohohohoho~
lalu.. sampe di banduuung.. pusing2 milih hotel dulu...~ yap! entah knapa tiba2 jadi milih hotel mahal yaitu holiday inn >_>.. tapi udahlah huahua (untungnya lburan kali ini dimodalin ama ayah=D ).. hum teruuus.. abis itu ngapain yah.. jemput baby ke stasiun ka.. en abis itu makan.. jalan2.. en blanjaaaaaaaaaa ^^.. ternyata gw belanja paling banyak huheuheuheu~
yosh.. lalu istirahat... abis itu mandi dll trus ke lembang ke the peak.. >_> di tempat itu seharusnya bisa liat bandung dari atas.. tapinyaaaa... berkabuuuuuuuuuuut!!!! -_-;; emang sial.. pas mao pulang malah baru terang.. (oh iya makanan disana mahal2 banget T_T)
hari keduaaa... setelah tidur dengan lelapnya karena jam 2an baru bobo~... pergi ke bip ketemu temen .. trus abis itu ke kaya acara anime gitu.. >_> sigh filmnya knya menarik sayang ruangannya gak gitu gelap jadi gak jlas... truuus.. pergi ke hotel ke dua.. yang murah sodara2.. fiuuuh... ^^.. abis itu malemnya minum susu di lembang XD ahahahaha.. jauh2 ke lembang trus balik lagi ke dago... ya udah gitu2 aja sih... (hum bener2 gak mood cerita .. tapi panjang juga yah *^_^*)...
hooh hari ke tiga.. cman ke kartika sari lalu pulaaang~

oh iya blom crita hal yang ngeselin... ^^ emang gak bkln gw tulis disini sih.. pokoknya cman kecewa sama satu hal aja... gak nyangka bakalan ngalemin hal ini 2 kali =).. saya memang orang yang bodoh...~ (gak jlas)

hum.. spertinya dah harus pegi... ntar isi lagi deh~

........

2005-01-21T12:37:00.000+10:00

T_T liburaaaaaan bosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan~
ngapain yoooooooooook~

hum... bsok ke pim ah bli buku~ >_>~

bosan bosan bosan bosan bosaaaaaaaaaan!!

hahahahahahhaa

2005-01-17T17:15:00.000+10:00

hwahahahahahha... There's a javanese languange version of google hyahahahahhahaha....
Google Nggoleki --> google search
Kulo Kroso bejo --> I feel lucky
aahuahuhauhau.....

hahahahah.. there's also wikipedia in javanese version ahuhauha --> even funnier....~

^^; who made it???

breaking the ice ^__^

2005-01-17T16:37:00.000+10:00

hweeey sabtu kmaren akhirnya acara gathering anak2 internasional ui (breaking the ice) berhasil diadain juga XD.. gyah.. gw emang panitia :P tapi berhbung panitia dekorasi yah kerjanya dket2 hari H doang ^^; gak sesibuk panitia2 lain...~ hihi kerja gw cman hari kamis belanja ke gramedia pim + bli kain di gramedia pim ama si kevin panitia dekorasi yang satunya.. trus pas hari sabtu dateng siang buat pasang dekorasi..~ hihi~ oh yeah.. gw juga disuru bikin flash buat diblakang panggung, sebenernya sih biasa aja tapi berhubung orang awam yang liat pada bilang bagus~ xixixi~

truus acarnya mule jam 7~ tapi seperti halnya orang indonesia pada umumnya... ^^; datengnya pada tlat tuuh.. akhirnya acara diundur setngah jam.. overall acarnya sukses sih .. cman yang dateng gak smua anak inter....
isinya apa yah? cman games ama performance dari tiap fakultas..~ pas anak2 komputer sambutanyna kurang meriah hihi.. maklum kita cman < 20 orang disana... yang laennya anak2 fakultas lain huhauhauhau... hum acara selese skitar jam 11 .. trus panitia2 cuap2 bentar ngomentari jalannya acara.. and then.. kita ke dance floor =D.. padahal sdah jlaas gw gak bisa yang namanya dance.. hihi ya udah gerak2 asal aja bersama sama :P

huum.. trus dari sana jam setengah satu >_> ampe rumah trus chat bentarr.. daaaan ktiduraaan...~ ahuhauhauhau... XD lalu lalu....~ bsoknya bobo melulu juga.. malem2 baru sadar beneran.. trus ujan tidur lagi heuhue.. (intinya tiduur) :P

hiyaaah truuus rencana liburan blum ada lagi nih >_< mao kebandung gak tau jadi pa engga.. yang jlas mao blajar nyetir ama bkin web ^^...~ ayooo pegi pegi... bales dendam penderitaan di semester 3..
eh iya lupa bilang.. :p ternyata advanced programming saya dapet A ^^;; hihi... ternyata gw emang lucky terus~ klo asal jawab ternyata benaaar...~ apa ada tyas B di alam bawah sadar gw yang jago programming yah =P... padahal gw bilangnya gak bisa (emang gak ngerti kok ama soalnya jawabnya juga pake naluri :P) temen2 gw pada kesel hihi~ "katanya gak bisa yaas" hihi.. makannya klo gw bilang ga' bisa jadi ga paya percaya heuheu...
yah kita liat aja nilai yang lain... tapi kayanya cita2 full A gak bakalan kesampean gara2 statistik deh >_>....~ humph... next semester maybe?

what should I put here? '',

2005-01-07T16:54:00.000+10:00

[a meeting?]There'll be a gathering for ui' s international students in 15 january in balemang~ a very nice place, so my friends and I went there last night for a meeting + 'survey'~ ^^; the meeting was lil' bit scary.. hueh.. the temper rising as the d-day is getting closer =P.. after searching for restaurant that still opened (hum.. I mean the cheap one :P.. it's easy to search for the expensive place) finally we find this kfc at bale air ^^; (before that we go to 2 closed kfc).. we get the last chickens.. I only got the small wing >_> huh.. not enough..~ after thaaat go home to my place~

[ju on~]^^.. hooo then I watched ju on.. huehue.. not very scary, ^^;; I turned off the sound when the ghost comming + it's dubbed with indonesian who made it less scary.. fufufu.. it's just stupid to see japanese people speaking with indonesian voice.. XD mostly the voice didn't really match the actors.. I watched it with dika >_> I thought she is braver than me.. I was wrong.. humph.. when the ghost comming.. she said 'tyas, what happened? did the ghost comming? how does it looks like' ...that kind of thing >_< and she covered her face with pillow.. huuuuuuuh :
.... '', the grudge'll be scarier or not.. hum~

hmm... 2005~

2005-01-01T04:00:00.000+10:00

^^.. just want to see year in the date above changed into 2005.. that's all

hum.. no special celebration this year.. ^^~.. just stay at home... hmm there's something funny this year heuheuheuhuehuhe~ *laughing*

aand.. happy new year to everyone... =D hope this year will be better than last year..~

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! yeah my first D!!

2004-12-31T14:09:00.000+10:00

T_________T hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiks...
finally.. a D.. I don't get the score yet.. but I'm 90% sure I'll get D for my statistic... D D!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhh....
I don't really care about my score.. esp. statistic.. Hum.. not interesting in that subject~
>_>, I just don't want to make my dad sad.. hiks...

.... frustated.....

siiiiiiiigh... >_>

2004-12-29T16:37:00.000+10:00

huwaaaaa... the java exam was sooooooooooo haaaaaaaaaaaard... T_T... 90% of them was programming.. (make a correction to wrong lines of code, make a modification.. etc) sigh.. Since I do not have experience programming with concurrent programming (and there was 30% of them).. =_= the multithreading and java beans much more easier..

I need to screaaaaaaaam!! T_T

less than 2 weeks agaiiin >_>

2004-12-28T16:57:00.000+10:00

good news: the third semester almost over.. ^^ I have no class anymore, JUST 4 final test and one 'challenging' assignment.. gyahaha..~ one-month-useless-almost-doing-nothing -holidaaaaaaaaay here I comeeee~ but actually have a job offered by my dad.. I'm still thinking.. '_'~ holiday tasks: .... have fun ^^;;~

btw.. deep sympathy I dedicated to all those people around the Indian Ocean who suffered from asian quake disaster... I saw a video showing aceh, there is a big mosque (dunno it's name, but kinda famous) still standing I didn't see any damage on it although the surrounding area do .. '_'... what does it means?

the 27th jazz goes to campus...

2004-12-20T14:41:00.000+10:00

I went to jgtc yesterday, an event held by FEUI, and located at there too. It was the 27th jgtc, hum.. no wonder they got so many big sponsors, it already have good name.. and quality also.
I also attended it last year, this year more people came.. -_-~ sigh.. I don't really enjoy the music~ too crowded '',~ I went with dinda~ hum.. met iyan also~ and then some high school friends, junior high school friends, even elementary school friend =D~ hihi.. an unexpected reunion~ off course there is many friends from my faculty~

hum.. I'm not one of the jazz fans.. ^^; but last night was great..~ esp. wayan and friends (I don't remember the band's name, but the guitar player's name is wayan.. so... =D lets call them wayan and friends~).. It's like jazz combine with bali traditional music.. woow.. creative ^^.. and the band members.. all of them are greaaaaaaaat >_<... not only wayan..~ I like the moment when wayan and the 'gendang' player did a competition ^^? So wayan play a melody and then folowed by the 'gendang' player.. (hOoO.. the gendang player able to followed a guitar tunes... '__'~.. and it was not an easy one also.. even with guitar.. ).. maybe wayan is born with holding guitar ^^;.. since it is like one of his body part..~ (even he could sing the same tunes with the guitar with his mouth while playing...).. >_<.. oh yeah he ask the audience to followed his guitar tunes, it was easy at first but then getting harder... uuuugh.. show off =P

Six element + rika 'the groove' was great also and also sol fa.. (but still wayan and friends is the best!).. I don't like the original jazz, I mean... the sleepy jazzy tunes -_-~ so those shows I enjoyed yesterday were modified jazz ^_^~

O.o oh yeah.. there were many couples at there off course...

-__- 2 days in bed~

2004-12-17T13:17:00.000+10:00

sigh.. I wonder what happened to me.. ~ -_-...

[fLaSH BaCK]
monday: tired, have a lil' fever (but it's ok since it always happen when i'm too tired or sumtin) -_-;, sleepy, worried (^^; didn't even start doing my assignment) and bad mood (don't ask why)~
theeen... it's raining heavily.. hum...since I really2 need sleep... ignore the rain went downstairs... saved from the rain for a while in my friend's car.. (hum... the rain kinda stop for a moment when i was in there... or it's just an illusion -__-?) when i came out from the car.. byuuur~ T_T I was like taking a bath with rain...~ [next] taking a bath with cold water.. wash my hair and watching a dvd with dika for a while... hum.. straight forward to bed with wet hair and sleeping..
^^;;.. feeling dizzy when I woke up.. and spent the next 2 days in bed.. when I stand up I feel like I'm gonna throw up.. -_-~ no food worth eating (in my mind)... and no power.. >_>...

... hm.. so which part of story above is the cause of my illness.. '_'?

ps: my mom called my once every few hours.. -_-.. a half concern.. and a half yeeling at me like the howler from harry potter 0.0...~ hum... my dad called me also... ^^... but he always talk with gentle voice.. I'm feeling calm and relaxing huehuehue~

>_> wonderiiiiiiiiiiing~

2004-12-13T02:02:00.000+10:00

argh... dasaaaaaaar dial up jeleeeeeeek...
pengen baca bleach vol 10 niiiiiiiiiiiih >_> donlodnya lama amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
bkin frustasi >_< hiks hiks...~

well.. kinda addicted to read bleach nowadays XD

finally i read bleach =D

2004-12-10T16:26:00.000+10:00

thanks to aynuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun ^^.. to sent me bleach's manga scans.. hiyaaaaah..
=D... arigatoooooooooooou aynuuun~

bad mood + anger + hatred... sigh..~

2004-12-09T12:02:00.000+10:00

Feeling ignored and feeling like i'm nothing..~
Why do I keep thinking about useless thing..
Things just going well without that..
I don't even need it.. '_'? I have many other thing in my life..
sigh.. just go away if you want to go.. o.O
it's easy right?? don't come and go like you do...
I'll be just fine...~ -_-#

-hem... weird post again.. just need to write this feeling-

T_T

2004-11-30T23:13:00.000+10:00

I can't help on doing assignments in the last minute.. that's give me looots of problems.. '', but I always do it..
when it's database or linear algebra.. that's gonna be not so much trouble.. but when it's JAVA!! hiahiahia... to do it in the last minute won't work... huks huks.. and that happened to me.. hum.. bunch of times.. (never learn for my own mistakes.. -_-.. my fault...)...
i'm suuuuuure.. my third semester score will be less than last semester... since the last semester my score hum.. quite good.. ^^;.. the subject last semester were... more fun (if there is any fun)... chalengging.. not so easy.. but i like them.. and I really study it.. I mean.. really learn it because i want to know and in the end I really master it (hum.. not as expert but still ok =D) not because I want to have good score so I study for the exams.. and after the exams over I don't even give a damn about that subject again ^^;;..
hum.. There are 5 subjects this semester.. 1 very hard subjects .. two hard combine with fun and chalengging subject.. and 2 boring useless subjects.. hum~ so I only like 2 subjects... my prediction.. i'll get 2 C this semester.. T_T i hope not D.. argh.. that's gonna be a problem.. I can't go to aussie maybe..
argh.. enough for now... I'll continue doing my assignments...

ps: i really want to read bleach.. T_T.. huks huks~

i want to read BLEAAACH!

2004-11-22T17:24:00.000+10:00

what the... -___-#..

i can't open www.bleachworld.com !!!! heeeeeeeey i want to reaaaaaad the next chapteeer.. T_T.. why the site redirecting to www.narutofan.com haaaaaaa????!!! someone please tell me what's wrooooong!!! O.o.. why am I so incompetent as computer science student.. ???!!! T_T I don't understand this.... why whyyyyy whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~

I want to reaaaad bleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaccccccccchhhhhhhhhhh!!! *gosh.. I really want to scream.. but there is a lecturer at front.. >_<.. * arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.. i can't open the intranet also.. which have the bleach tv series.. T_T *now i really upset!!!* NaAaAa... better search for another web who have the manga scans... -___-;~ ... . ..... ^_^ yipeee.. found one... www.bleach7.com fiuuuuuuuuuuh...~

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... Download Time Surpassed ---> why this came out.. i even didn't download one yeeet... it says i have to wait another 30 seconds.. after i wait.. it happen again!! T_T *criying in frustation* T_T huuuuuuuuuuuuu....

http://comics-news.shueisha.co.jp/common/bleach/index.html --> this one took so long to loading... 0% all the time.. maybe today is my bad luck day!! -_-;

*want to kick someone... -_-; maybe i should left this laptop and went downstairs.. searching some people to yell at.. or cal someone maybe*

AaaAAaaAAAaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-22T14:55:00.000+10:00

T_T finally the holiday is over.. it's only one week...!! and i have few assignment!!! (which absolutely none of them that I did.. even touched).. -_- cih.. whatever... (i'm panic now ^^; the due date coming soon)

[flash back]what did i do?? just visiting some uncles and aunties houses and had some families came to my home either... (that's why my mom didn't allow me to take a nap.. ~_~.. she was affraid if I took a nap when there were family members visiting~).. so.. in Lebaran day (and two days after that..) I didn't take a rest..(properly).. AND what annoyed me so much was when they're talking about my future life.. esp. about husband ('',) didn't they realize that I'm only 18!!!!! hem.. matchmaking thing happened also -______-;

^^.. but i met some elementary school's friends~ (the greatest part of holiday) They are Rista and Muthia.. my ES bestfriends.. hihihi.. we always went everywhere together back then ^_^
There were some Muthia's friends also.. hum.. one of them like to make website.. and he's having a personal website (and others..).. Me.. as a computer science students -___-; don't have one... *what a shame...* (hem.. do this blog count as website??.. argh.. just making simple template so i quess not).. gonna make one.. but when??? Damn fasilkom.. give me back my spare timeeeeeeeeeee!!!
I registered in many free web hosting.. but don't use any of them =D..
tyasawa.netfirms.com viresse.netfirms.com... there exist one in geocities.. -_-.. etc.. hahaha
hum.. (take a note).. something I must do next holiday.. make a personal website!! btw.. bored with this blog template already.. gonna change it also.. ^^..~ no new idea.. hum i want website with many leaves pictures.. it should be in greeeeen... and flash animation~ *dreaming~*

oh yeah.. i've met some high school friends also ^____^.. uuuh happy happy happy... Dinda (one of my high school friends) will be going to jakarta (she's in singapore) on 26.. which means.. this friday.. ^_^.. but it's also the last day dian aka zimmer aka cim2 (she's also my high school friend) in jakarta.. HUUU T_T... I want to have one night.. we spend together.. >_<...~ having a simple talk or sumthin.. it gonna be nice...

hey hey.. don't forget you have assignments... and the due date is 2 days again... *talking to my self* but I'll go watching shark tale tomorrow.. '', and curious with the Incredibles also.. Afra said It is very very good.. ~ so gonna watch it on Sunday.. hey I have to finished database assignment on Monday.. '', *taking to my self again*.. =D..
I don't wanna think about you (refer to assigment)
just think about me (change this part)
don't wanna figure this out
don't wanna think about you
or think about nothing
don't wanna talk this one out
won't let you bring me down
'cause i know
don't wanna think about you!!!!
*simple plan - don't wanna think about you*
=D hahaha.. looks like I'm lil bit stress.. (but i always weird.. O.o...)

frustated.. -_-;;

2004-11-09T16:58:00.000+10:00

[in the middle of frustation on slow internet connection....]
hey.. i found this site http://www.akfgfan.com ... there are some asian kung-fu generation's videos.. ^^ hihi.. didn't notice this group at first but now i like them a lot. when i heard haruka kanata (from naruto) i like the song right away.. and also rewrite from fulllmetal alchemist.. ^^.. search for another asian kung-fu generation mp3s.. hihi.. let's download the videos..

nyoo.. this is too slow -_-;;;.. nyaaa.. better doing some quizes...

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Improvised (P) 67.65% Organized (J) 32.35%

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=D.. i didn't see any relation of the result and my major hihihi~
uhm maybe.. the infomation-graphics designer the closest.. the most interesting too..
hem.. but i don't really believe in phsyco test.. since i took some in highschool and the result kinda different from reality

... yak.. still 50 minutes to go... let's do another quiz then

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hum..what film is this?? panca said that it is one of indiana jones films..
um.. better search for it in imdb.com....http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0082971/ hoo.. i see.. ^^...

btw.. i have java programming exam tomorrow.. ^_^ .. and the practical one, not writing.. well.. it's gonna be hard... ^^;;

98%.. huhuhuhu..~ 99%.... hihihihi~
argh.. the file is broken -_-???? damn!!.. huuu T_T let's go home...

a little surprise =D

2004-11-08T01:20:00.000+10:00

^_^ When i was taking a bath, my handphone rang aaand there's someone miss called me, her number is 74319**, Hum.. I was thinking.. "Whose number is this? I remember it but... @_@.. Whoooo???!!" After that I prayed (fastly, cos' i'm afraid there will be a phone call while i was prayin' =D) [1 minute after i pray] The phone call comming and my housemaid took it.. She said " kak ada telefon dari ****". "hah? **** who?" when i hear her voice.. i still didn't realize that she **** gyahaha who actualy was -biiip- 5 minutes after that i realized.. :p screaming suddenly(+almost crying hauhauhuahua).. T_T miss her a loot.. gonna keep her name as a secret for now.. she want to give a surprise to my other high school friends ^_^..

=D.. sorry.. weird post

huem. what should i put as title~

2004-11-07T00:29:00.000+10:00

ya ya ya.. how bout my java exam.. it was hard, there were many simple memory based questions ^^;;;.. and many mistakes that i made in that section.. hohoho.. in the other hand.. i was be able to do the hard one hihihi~.. ^^;

today.. my cousin came to my home, it's been more than 10 years since our last meeting. '__'.. i didn't remember him at first.. hihihi.. but he remember me :P..
hoo.. he's becoming an adult now ^^.. and he's having a girlfriend with him ^^.. she's pretty and kind.. ^^.. and so.. fair?
hem.. again (since every family member always ask this kind of question, hem.. gonna have more people asked it on lebaran day) .. "do you have a boyfriend".. -_-; yeah whatever.. and in only aswered "dad won't allow me" hihi.. and my dad said "wait until you grow older..you allow to have one in aussie..".. hehehehe... really?? he was so freak out when he know i was having a special relationship with someone back then.. wonder if he'll really gonna allow me to have one :P

move to another story.. i was visiting my old highschool yesterday.. i met 2 of my teachers.. ^^ miss them a loot.. hem.. they said that i've change.. is that so?? and they said i was so messy in highschool.. :D hahahahaha... now.. i am whiter and neat they said >_<... heks.. and when i asked my highschool friend about it.. he agreed with them.. =_=.. hooo.. didn't realize that i was so messy gyahahah~
well at least they say i'm better now :P
oh yeah.. there was a 'boyfriend' question too -_-;;;

one hour before my java exam ^^

2004-11-05T16:17:00.000+10:00

yeah.. i didn't study properly (again) for today exam ^^;;
just hope the question is not the memory based question.. ^^ so i can't answer it using my intuition :P..~
hey.. this is interesting.. when i turn on my wifi and search for the wireless network.. i found one =D.. called Univesitas Indonesia.. huo.. so my university have it '__'??? why i just know it now.. well then gonna search for advanced information about this.. ^^;..
hooe.. bye now.. i'll continue my study..~

^^.. well.. am i lucky or what?

2004-11-03T18:50:00.000+10:00

hihi.. i get 92 for my third java quiz hauhua.. wonder where the score come from :P.. i didn't study properly.. just count on my hem.. sense ^^;;... the two early quizes results were pretty good too and i didn't study either. hohoho.. i get so lucky sometimes am i?? ^^ or am i too good hahaha (not this reason i think)..
the java mid exam will be divided into two parts.. the programming one and writting.. ^^; hope i get lucky again hihihihihihii.. (no no.. i have to study)..

hem.. i still have 3 exam to go.. two java and one database.. argh..
-the first three exam..-
the first exam was.. linear algebra.. and I did so many missed counts =_=.. nyooo.. i'm not good with numbers.. well.. still waiting for the result..i hate numbers -_-; boring~
the second exam was...operating system hoo.. i've got the result.. 72.. hem.. not very good i think.. ^^;.. but that's fair cos' i only read the first two chapters.. the rest chapters, I only flip the books :P.. (pretend to study in front of my mom)
the third exam was..statistic..huoooo... make me hate numbers more!!.. and also get confused with dots and commas.. in indonesian style commas and dots function are the contradiction with the english style ^^;.. i spend 12+ years using indonesian style and now i use the english style.. hahaa.. most of the time in exam what i do was confuse about that :P

oh yeah.. my last exam will be on 11 nov.. -_-.. and after that i only have one weeks (more or.. LESS!) holiday for lebaran day.. nyooo.. hate this faculty.. =_=..

hoe.. the battles started..

2004-10-26T16:40:00.000+10:00

yak!! the mid test comming~... >_<.. and i have few assigments also.. yak!! a busy week starting from today... but won't give up!!..although i feel powerless few times... T_T..i hate if i fell stupid or something similar! huh!

hoooooooooooooooooo T_T i want a holidaaaaaaaay.. just 3 day please.. without worried about anything..!!.. hem.. can't have it until lebaran day i think... because i have something else to do after mid test.. hem.. heeey no time to complain.. just do my best.. !!

about the java assigment.. i managed to finished it.. not perfectly.. but sure much better than the one that i submitted... XP.. argh.. why do i always workin on my assigment when the due date is close.. huaa.. bad habbit!!

another good sad ending movie...

2004-10-25T04:34:00.000+10:00

hoe.. can't sleep.. T_T~ i have been sleeping all day long wakaka.. heuhue...~
i've just finished watching a movie in sctv.. dunno the title.. heihie.. didn't see it from the begining .. so i just watch it without knowing the title.. ^^

the story is about a laywer and a impossible case to win.. the case is about a prisoner named.. henry something.. in alcatraz.. (well is this a real case?).. and then they get closer by time.. but there's no good solution about the case.. later.. the lawyer found that henry is only a weapon.. someone told him to kill the victim.. or he get back to scary dungeon he've been living for 3 years without leaving it for just one second.. ( a dark cold place..)..just one hour after he lived that dark place.. he killed someone.. without realize that's something wrong.. (yeah.. who'll have clear mind living in such place)..and who make him do such thing are.. some person from the alcatraz.. in the end.. henry dead but alcatraz closed.. and no one will treat unfair as him.. and that's make he die for somthing.. that is nice.. =)..
and henry got his only wish.. to have a real friend.. which is the lawyer.. and so does the lawyer.. aah i'm not good in telling stories.. so guess that u can't feel the film emotion wakakak~

hoe.. =)..apart from the java tragedy.. i feel happy.. hihihi~ because of... XP not gonna tell u.. keep it for myself wakakak~

ergh.. one of my friend use this handphone as webcam.. '_'.. guess my handphone can to the same thing.. but with this bad dial up from telkom.. useless i think.. without having bluetooth also wahuahu~ gonna buy it next month.. because my new laptop don't have infared.. hoe.. just a light laptop wihout much function like the old one.. miss the old one =P

arg =_=~

2004-10-22T18:30:00.000+10:00

heeeeeeeee... the due date for java is today...
i send the uncomplete assignment in the end.. =_=...
arg!!! whatever!!!! don't caaaaaaaareeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
next time i'll work harder..~

'_'....~ hari pertama puasa

2004-10-15T14:58:00.000+10:00

hiyah.. mendapat cobaan di awal puasa yah...tpi sayah harus tabah... (elus2 dada)..
eh sebelum lupa:
Marhaban ya Ramadhan...tyas minta maap yah kalo ada kesalahan kesalahan... yang kadang emang sengaja dilakuin ^_^ (khususnya wahai kalian anak2 ki)... dan tidak disengaja..hehe biar puasanya lbi afdol..slamat memnunaikan ibadah puasa yah bagi yang menjalankannya.. ^^

kayanya ada yang masih menyimpan kesal sama tyas yah hihi.. kok agak2 sial...
hue...tpi sahur hari ini lumayan enak.. ayam bakar sama juice alpukat.. ^^ kenyang (banget)~... hua~ alangkah kangennya sahur di rumah... dan untungnya pulang ke rumah hari ini... buka puasa pertama di rumah sama kluarga... tahun depan gak bakal bisa nih...

haaaaaaah.. kok gak enak banget si perasaan gw -_-;;.. i'm sure it's not because i couldn't do the advanced programming quiz this morning.. and in fact.. i know the cause is.. it's just.. i don't want this thing affect me more.. that's it! enough! i wish it's that simple as saying it.. ^_^ ayo gak boleh mengeluh terus.. hiyaah...

slama bulan puasa ini stop pikiran2 gak perlu.. konsentrasi ke mid test yang akan datang.. dan.. perbaikan diri? '_'...

hue....fight and never give up~!! q(^_^)p

whoa... i miss my friends >_<

2004-10-12T13:54:00.000+10:00

i don't know why but.. >_<.. i really want to meet my high school classmates nowadays.. luckily two of them who live far away.. will go to jakarta next month.. i absolutely will meet them =D.. aaaah... senangnyaaaaaaaaa~...
i want to have a little reunion with them ^^...!! stuju teman2..???
oh yeah.. i also kinda miss dika the girl whose 'kos' room is near to mine... my classmate also.. >_<.. she went for umroh few days ago.. she'll be back on friday.. but i won't meet her until sunday.. huu.. getting use to have her arround me.. it feels weird without she's here.. to annoy me .. =D.. dika when u read this.. please don't be GR yah heuhue~
hiyah.. there's a news.. about someone from my past.. '_'... hehuhue.. should i happy about this... or more important is.. do i care?? XD... i don't in fact.. hyaah.. gak jlas bget huehue~ pasti pada gak ngerti~
hem.. lately.. it's so hard for me to believe all those sweet words .. hem.. u know lah~..XD gyahaha...~ apa klo pake bhs jawa saya lupa.. gombal mukiyo =D

=D.. better than yesterday~

2004-10-08T20:33:00.000+10:00

ergh.. the java assigment is very hard.. T_T.. ergh.. i don't think that i'll finished it ontime.. hue~ but i don't give up.. yet~.. btw this is the c assigment (here) .. i don't really know c.. and this is my second program (the first was helloWorld.c gyahhaa.. only print the word "hello world!" =P..)

hem.. lots of thing to tell but it's so dark outside and i'm alone in the lab... in addition there are many dogs in may campuss.. hue.. gak konsen jadinya...~ better to go home.. eh i mean go to my kos now.. ~ i'll go to warnet maybe~

huaa... there's something that makes me happy today.. =)... keep it as secret lah... heuheuhu~

=_=.. i want to screaaaaaaam!!!!

2004-10-08T00:15:00.000+10:00

ergh.. yesterday.. i made a post.. a long one.. =_=.. but suddendly the internet was disconnecting.. argh...!!!!!! it lost... siaaaaaaaaaaaal... [i'll write it again.. but it ain't gonna be the same] and when i got back to my kos.. the electricity in some part of margonda street where it is located.. turned off.. i was thinkin'.. "well this happened several time.. it will turn on few minutes or hours again.." but then i was wrong.. =_=... it off for 12 hours... hiiiih... at first i consider myself lucky for having my laptop which in the full power and a big candle i bought few days before... BUT.... when i burned the candle.. the melting part of it fall down to my hand.. it hurt a lil bit.. T_T... and when i turned on my laptop it's power only 75% left.. hiyah.. i forgot that i used it in the morning.. in addition.. my handphone power was very critical.. i was waiting for a phone call.. (luckily my kind hearted friend (eheheh.. u know who u are klo baca gak usah gr) called me to my kos phone.. hiyaaah... cheer me up! =D... udah pengen triak2 rasanya sial melulu...).. and i couldn't chat either cos' of it.. hiiih.. a boring 12 hours.. so what did i do? i just listened to my mp3s.. doin' database exercise.. and was about to do my java exercise when i started to get sleepy.. decided to sleep after that... when i woke up ... the electricity still off... sleept again for 1 hours.. and it still off when i woke up.. i prayed and after that i sleept again ultil 7.15 am... haaaaaaah... it is on.. =D... but i's a temporary happiness. ... when i took a bath... the water suddendly stopped... but just for a few minutes... hiyah.. ended with come late into my moning class...

i workin' on my C programming assigment today... copy a file into another.. it goes like this...
--> ./copy sourcefile destinationfile..... and with lot of spirit hwuhuw... i finally finished it.. but not easily.. cos' i accidentally deleted it one time.. =_=.. but i remember the code so it's ok...
i'll show it to u latter...

huuu.. what bad things happened to me??? my dearest warnet T_T... it's lost its connection today.. well.. i went to another place (this place) ... the connection is pretty fast.. buuut... there's no msn messenger... getting use to use it rather than yahoo msger.. hiyaah.. and the gprs for my handphone is error too... so i can't chat with hp.. la la la la...

ruined my happy mood... humph...

malam yang menyenangkan~

2004-10-02T19:50:00.000+10:00

heuhue.. lagi males ah nulis pake bahasa inggris pake bahasa indonesia ajah..
yak.. setelah jam 7 saya sampai di lokasi mk di hutan firman universitas indonesia heuue... dan bersenang2 =D disana sampe jam 6 pagi... gw pulang deh ke kos.. tidur sampe jam 10.. trus bangun lalu tidur lagi.... sampe jam 1.. trus ke lab iseng... (seharusnya ngerjain tgas sih) ntar malem mau kesana lagi jam 7 ^_^~ daaaaan gw gak jadi pulang.. pertama karena gak punya tenaga.. kedua.. karena pengen ksana lagi... hihi.. walopun banyak hal diluar hal yang menyenangkan yang terjadi... overall.. acaranya menyenangkan sekali.. (khususnya pos kata angkatan 2003 hihi.. tempat gw melakukan games merangkai kata yang aneh) ehuheue kabarnya pos kota (tempat ajang jayuz2an itu lbi gila lagi.. ) ^_^~ padahal seharusnya dikasi tensi satu alias agak tegas sama mahasiswa baru.. tp kok jadi gitu yah...

[cerita di pos]... pertamanya pos kata penghuninya sedikit skali.. dari 3 pos yg disediain bwat angkatan 2003... mungkin paling kurang menarik.. dibanding pos kota.. and pos kita (tempat yel2 dan mars fasilkom di tes)... tp kok tiba2 jadi rame heuheu (yah gw agak2 memaksa si heuhe.. tp pada akhirnya rame heueu).. kocak skali di situ... anak 2003 kan emang pada jayuz2.. yang jadi bgitulah ^___^... di pos kata itu.. anak 2004 di suruh merangkai kalimat dari satu kata yang ditentuin kita2.. kalimatnya kocak2 hihi.. trus pada akhirnya.. kalimat tadi di ilangin konsonannya.. misalhnya 'ibu pergi ke pasar sedangkan bapak membaca koran' -doktrin dari sd kalo cewe kerjanya pergi ke pasar =D-... jadi.. i u e i e a a e a a a a e a a o a =D wakakakakakkaka... ngakak2 abis .. =D.. trus di pos kata gak boleh ktawa beneran kalo ktawa.. harus ngomong.. 'ktawa ktawa' =P dan juga kalo senyum.. 'senyum senyum' kalo mikir 'mikir mikir' heuhuehue >_<... tp kalo diem pengecualian.. berbusa aja tuh mulutnya tiap diem musti bilang 'diem diem ehuhu'yah maksudnya si melatih konsentrasi, mikir cepet, mikirin temennya juga klo nerusin kata jangan aneh2 (soalnya pararel satu kelompok) dan kerja sama.. =) di pos itu ktemu juga akhirnya sama ade kelasnya ainun.. bernama alan yang gaya ngomongnya kocak skali huehuehue... kelompoknya juga paling kocak tuh =D... dimulai dari datangnya yang terpisah dan gak sadar kalo temennya ketinggalan.. untuk gak sok2an galak tuh dimarah2in.. =D.. (emang bisa gitu tyas marah2 ..). dan kelakuannya yang aneh2...

[sehabis itu...]jadi gak mao pulang huehue~ udah lama banget gak ngumpul bareng anak2 2003 selain anak2 internasional.. makannya.. huu... this is my last mk... the next mk i'll be at oz.. huuu...malem ini ada api unggun dan bakar2an jagung.. dan acara mendekatkan diri dengan mahasiswa baru heuhue.. aah.. it's going to be fun.. =D jadi memutuskan buat ikut en gak pulang deh...~gonna miss some of them... T_T... walopun gak gitu2 deket... ternyata bareng2 pas mabim (masa bimbingan -smacam ospek gitu-) dan mk tahun lalu... bikin serasa punya ikatan huuu...~ mungkin gak akan dapet temen2 kaya mereka di oz nanti...

yak udah ah kayanya udah panjang heuhue... yo.. besok diceritain lagi heuhue~

how mk will be?

2004-10-01T19:14:00.000+10:00

tonight.. i'll go to mk, mk (malam kekerabatan) is an event for new students in my faculty.. usually.. it held outside jakarta.. but this year it will be held in a forrest in my university =D .. keren kan ... kampus gw masi ada hutannya...
a little dissapointed.. me and my friends already imagined.. how fun it is when we go to javanaspa. (in sukabumi)... huu..
but maybe it's still fun.. having my friends arround me.. no matter where it is gyahaha..~
yah liat aja nanti deh... =D

huwa.. miss my dad a looot.. and my mom also.. T_T.. they are in Solo.. huks.. why they travel a lot these days... ???*iriiii*... they'll be back tomorrow morning.. and they'll be going to malaysia the day after tomorrow..!!! huaaaaaaaaa... so i guess... there's nothing i can do at my home if i go home today... one of my sister.. nita.. is going for a TO (trip observation) for 5 days.. and the one and only left at home is my youngest sis '_'~ ergh.. without my mom arround she will always be with me ( no other option).. get annoyed sometimes.. =_=.. spoil girl..

so.. i'll go home tomorrow and get back to depok the next day...(to do some assigments... )~ T_T hope my dad buy me something huehue.. there's a delicious "roti basah" (apaan coba bahasa inggrisnya =D ?? ).. called merani.. huu... and kripik ayam also..

btw.. my laptop attacked by sasser few days ago.. damn >_<.. luckily i have experienced it with my old laptop.. ~ it's ok now... but still.. why it can attacked in my university.. the admin said that 'udah ada kok di server yang buat ngecegahnya.. kok bisa kena?'.. i said slowly "boong" =_=; the same admin that don't know how to set the path for java '__';;;

......... don't know what to say....

2004-10-01T16:11:00.000+10:00

do it means to you?...I guess not... it hurt me so much than i thought it will be...~ to know that it's maybe nothing to you.... '_'~...
linkin park's song easier to run is best suit me these days.. hah... i think i choose to run from this feeling rather than hurt my self in the end.. i don't need this anyway.. i still have many things to make me happier... this have to be end.. soon... T_T... it's easy to say.. but hard to do.. feelings aren't something that's easy to control.. sometimes this annoying feeling make me feel so happy and forgot about how it makes me feel misserable...

i want to find.. someone... that when i feel something special about him.. it doesn't makes me feel bad about myself... i want someone that understand me.. and see me (the real me i mean).. and when he sees it.. he still stay beside me... and i want to understand him too.. so we can share something different that both of us only can share each other...
the most wonderful feeling is when i'm not with him.. i can still feel his persistence... =).. because i know.. we care about each other...

once in my past.. i found that person... but then I couldn't be with him.. beacuse I don't want to him to know my feeling.. so i just pretend that i feel nothing and we just only bestfriends...
later on.. i know that he feels the same way.. but it's too late... although there is a part of me that want to be with him and ignored everything.. i can't hurt others.. in order to make me happy... it's not true happiness may i say..

because of that.. i don't want to run from my feelings again.. but then... something make me think that maybe i'm not that special for him... and i can't understand him also.. although i really want to do that... right now.. i just want to stay away from him... i didn't talk with him for 2 days.. and i'm still alive am i?? =D... maybe when i can control my feelings things can going well again...

to run... and not being hurt...

haaaaaah.. have many assignments these dayas... =_=.. but the good thing is i can forget about him =D.. thanks to database, operating system and advanced programming..~

'_'.. maybe...

2004-09-28T23:12:00.000+10:00

people say that all people born to be a good person.. so all people are kind at the first time.. and what make some people become bad person is their environtment~.. is this true?
hem... sometimes.. i feel like i'm acting to be a kind person... in some conditions.. i have a bad thought in my mind.. about someone or something.. and i also imagine i do something else in certain condition.. a bad thing.... do this mean i also have hum.. evil side inside of me...? if i do something that i don't want to do... i mean.. i do something good rather than do something bad... but in my mind i rather doing the bad one.. do it means i am a bad person... originally? but i don't want people think that i'm such a bad person... so.. i just pretending am i?? @_@...
or maybe... people born with a bad side also.. and we have to control that bad side to be a good person?? ergh..

and today.. i feel cruel.. as u can read in my previous posts.. i dislike someone.. and i did something bad to him.. '_' gak jahat2 banget sih.. cman nyuek2in dikit... dan lain lain ^^;
i forgot that he's only a human.. he can makes some mistakes.. and.. i broke the promise that i made.. that i'll never left him.. and always become his bestfriend... but because he did something bad.. i erased all good things about him... '_'..
and then.. something happened and make me realize how cruel i am.. did such a bad thing.. >___<.. usually.. although i hate someone i never do something bad cos' i remember about her good deeds.. and my hatred didn't last long.. just for a few days ^^;; but not this one... huuu... T_T... feeling bad about myself....

jadi apa sebenarnya kebaikan dan apa sebenarnya kejahatan.. =_=;

time to watch horor movie~

2004-09-28T12:22:00.000+10:00

yesterday,i watched "exorcist the begining".. =D it's not very scary..~ ehuheue.. but the ac temp. in the cinema was cooler than usual.. maybe.. to make the film scarier heuhe?? the person who asked me to watch this film said that he asked me cos' i'm a girl and it would be fun to see me scared -_-~.. sialan..!!... hihi.. but i think.. he's a lil bit afraid also... =D.. don't want to mention his name.. but he sat in my right side yesterday... XP
the funiest scene in the film is when the lucifer (he is inside the woman main character, that has a little affair with the pastor.. ^^;) says "do u want to fu** me?" heuhue -_-;;; with man voices... hiiy... huehue...see the film and u'll know why that's so funny~
btw.. i saw the film in citos cinema.. huehe.. entah knapa agak2 terkenang sesuatu gitu heuhue~ la la la~ bodo ah~
hum.. that's all.. i have to eat..~

^_^~ happy~

2004-09-27T00:48:00.000+10:00

hihi.. my mom (actually my dad who paid for them)bought me a pair of shoes.. , parfume..=D and.. many cakes + candies hihi..
hoe.. guess that's all i can tell u~
hem.. lil bit disapointed about sumthing.. but that's okay =D

it's time to do.. quizes~ =D

2004-09-25T19:26:00.000+10:00

well since i have nothing to do.. do some quizes is nice then.. =D.. hihi these are some popular quizes from quizila...

You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

What feeling do you represent?
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^_^~ huehuehue.. kindness hah? really...????

kagome

!!!!!!!!!!!!!Which inuyasha character are you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ohoo.. i'm kagome.. ^_^? hihi.. maybe.. in anger and both of us like to yell and punch annoying people la la la~ also not very feminin.~

well this is lil bit interesting.. hihi~

He likes to be by himself a lot, but don't let that
scare you off. He has a very caring soul and he
will always love you from the bottom of his
heart! And if your friends start telling you
hes not your type, ignore them or laugh in
their faces. You are the key to unlock that
heart of his^^.

What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
brought to you by Quizilla

-amazed ^o^- hem.. my comment about this result.. =D.. i already quess it.. and it's turn to be right ^^~

'_'~ hee.. have nothing to do~

2004-09-25T18:32:00.000+10:00

ui~ i posted many times in the past 3 days~ hihi..
hum.. hoobastank's live performance is not very good -_-~ the vocalist's voice is like a frog's voice.. fiuuh...~ felling lucky i didn't come to their concert in jakarta.. uuh.. about concert.. i hope MUSE or maroon5 will come to jakarta.. =D i absolutely'll come..
the one and only concert i've attended is.. westlife concert wakakaka...~ i used to like them (well boy band fever.. it's over now heuhue).. i was about 2 metre from them hihi.. ^_^~ the concert started in evening but i came in 11 am.. (haha i'm such a westlife freak back then)~.. hihi..
na na na~ my mom and dad'll be arrived at 7pm~ la la la~ what stuff did the buy me? or.. they bougth nothing~ uuuh.. i heard my mom bougth a shoes for my youngest sis.. '_'~ uh.. awas klo gak bliin gw apa2 *iri mode on*.. at least some candies.. (my dad usually buy me candies when he's going to pekanbaru, a lot of imported stuff at there)..
hoo.. and about ielts.. uh i'm so happy dika pass it.. but T_T some other friends don't pass it.. uhuks huks.. well there's still another chance.. good luck fellows..~
oh yeah i forgot to tell you about my high school year book.. it's well designed but.. feel nothing personal about it (hs year book is supposed to be a personal book full of memories about my friends.. but .. T_T).. my class's pages is like some pages from other book that stick into it.. humps.. feel like an outsider.. and what make it worse is... my pic is not very good huuuuuuuuh....!!! and also my friend's pic.. and the arranged it in the wrong way.. our pics are not put based on student number so.. the story that we made from that pics totally missing.. heks.. uuh so saaad!!.. and the cover is very "gak jelas gak meaning"... or i just to stupid to understand what's the relationship about my hs and a green manequin with "bulu2" in her neck.. even it's in green.. i don't like it at all..~ for those person who made it.. i'm sorry about my words =D~

ps: i have a plan tonight =D.. hope that nothing will ruin it.. hihi..~

uhuk huk huk -_-;

2004-09-25T04:26:00.000+10:00

erg..my cough is getting worse.. uhuk huk huk huk.. there isn't any medicine -_-;; my mom is in pekanbaru.. having a *dunno for how many times* honeymoon with my dad (huks.. actually my dad have a job and my mom go there to accompanied him... and she said she'll buy me something for me.. but there nothing interesting at there... *uh alasan*).. huuu..kinda miss her.. *walo kalo ada yah berantem melulu* if she's here she is most probably yelling at me tell me to go to bed to take a rest.. but she's not here.. huuuh... miss my dad also...
8 months again huh.. i am sooo exited about going to ausie.. but T_T feeling sad and affraid in the other hand huuu.. i'll lose many things..
heks. btw.. my youngest sis is really annoying humph.. dasar penakut bobo sendiri aja gak beraniiiiii! >_<.. yeah... untung kakamu ini baikk...

a half happiness...

2004-09-24T22:44:00.000+10:00

erg.. i already know my result.. i got 7 for ielts.. (the requirement is 6.5).. ^_^ fiuuuh... but.. one of my friend didn't pass it and there are some of them who didn't take the result yet.. so i'm still wondering... >_< uuh...

'____'~ is this.... right?

2004-09-24T16:21:00.000+10:00

yap..got a reason to dislike that person.. ^_^;.. search for it in fact~ usually dika blame me if i said 'dikaaa.. sbel ah.. ilpil~".. and now.. she's in my side.. hem.. it's bad to fell this is right just because someone agree with me.. hem.. one of my friend said that sometimes it's ok to be a bad person heh.. katanya biar gak diinjek2...and i guess i become one...from now on.. i'll stay away from that person...
i'll take the ielts score this evening.. uuuh.. i'll tell u latter.. >_< uuh doki doki..

@_@~

2004-09-22T23:16:00.000+10:00

i'm just an ordinary people, am i?(-_-).. so it's normal if i dislike someone...
but i rarely feel this way to others (esp. with my friends)...hem.. i can count it.. only twice in my smp...~ and zero in sma..~ (hem.. or maybe i don't remember ^^?) huu... make me feel lil bit cruel and not very comfortable.. actually, i don't have any good reason to ignored him, but i really want to do that.. i did it few times btw.. but feeling quilty in the end.. ~_~... argh.. whatever!!

btw.. a good news for today.. =D i have no fear of swimming in the deeper side of my 'kos' swimming pool right now~ hihihi.. when i tried to reach the bottom.. i could do it..! (tp jijit ^^; dan yang kliatan palanya doang) and it means... 'dika jeleeeek loe gak bisa nakut2in gw lagi'~ hum.. but there wasn't a great view clouds in the sky~ .. what i like about swimming is.. it makes me feel hem.. peacefull.. esp. when i see the clouds.. dgn berenang dgn gaya punggung~ (hem.. tergangu sih dgn teror si dika... -_-;)..

ergh...that's for today~ wish me luck for friday.. the ielts score'll out.. la la la~

2004-09-21T19:40:00.000+10:00

hyaa.. ^_^~ i downloaded all fullmetal alchemist's ost.. hihi.. i already know the web for quite a long time.. but.. -_-;.. i use dial up in my home.. and the file sizes are big..~
i also downloaded naruto and furuba ost =D... there's 'teru teru momiji' (from furuba.. uuuw.. momiji's voice is very cute...) in >> here <<.. and the weird drum voices from the series... gyaa..
i only had the opening and ending song at first.. and now i have it all ^_______^
usually the internet connection in my campus is slow... but not today... *happy*
erg.. the layout is not very good.. have to fix it...

2004-09-21T02:18:00.000+10:00

huum... =D finally... i've changed the layout.. huu... but.. not satisfied yet..
..I'll make this better.. hihihi..
i did it in just a few hours btw.. ^_^~ including the weird pic above. (that pic. refer to me.. hihihi~)..

hem..erg.. there's something that bothering me... maybe I've said wrong words few months ago.. -_-;; sigh...and i don't want to take it back also.. cos' that's what i really feel.. T_T i hope that everything will be normal again...

i want to say something.. ^^.. do not keep ur feeling inside.. say it.. before it's too late..~ (ergh.. sendirinya padahal =D...)

2004-09-16T16:07:00.000+10:00

huum.. i really want to update the layout.. and i want to do it.. myself.. =D
T_T huu.. bored with this template~ hem.. but i like the colour combination... i searched for skins in blogskins.com.. hem.. hueh.. some of them are good and.. maybe i can use it but.. -_- i don't want to put the maker name in the bottom of my blog..~ or somewhere else.. but feeling qulity if I don't... so... i decided too...!!! START.. (i only think about it and never do it) making the layout hueheu... maybe just a simple css and stuff.. want to put my pics also xixixi..
ho.. maybe i'll change the lang. into english... for practice >_<~..
although my english is not perfect.. i'm sure (and hope =D) u can understand....hu.. wut else?

want to tell u a story.. dika almost killed me '__'.. (she said she have no ittention but... >_<~).. i was swimming with her.. and.. the swimming pool have different depth.. usually.. i only swim in the 1m (maybe i'm not sure) depth one.. but.. dika asked me to go the deeper side (forced me in fact).. and.. i said 'dika.. kalo gw dah sampe sana pegangin yah'.. and she said 'iyaaa'.. plus other words to convinced me...but she didn't do it.. she LEFT me.. ALONE in the deep side T_T huuuuu.... i was almost drowned when she pulled my haiiiiiiiiiir >_<.. to saved me...
huuf.. after that i made a promise not to swim in that side again... even swimming with dika..
but i did both of them again.. >_<
i dunno.. instead of feeling guilty dika seems to be happy about that accident heuheu.. she 'proudly' admit it.. if i told it to others.. humph.. and she said.. 'i'll do it again!'
hem. . now.. i had a little fears when swimming with her.. she seems like an alligator.. or.. bear.. that tried to kill me.. and she pulled me in to deep side couple of times -__-;;;.. i always screaming... and i think my voice heard all over the building =__=.. cos' i was so scared...
huu… but.. ^^; it’s fun also…~

heks.. I have to go to a meeting.. bye~ (if I late I have to pay 1000/5 minutes).. gyaa..~

p.s: congrats for ummay!!! xixixi =D glad to hear the news~

2004-09-10T19:10:00.000+10:00

'_' bom.. knapa ada orang yang begitu tega.. heran? dia nonton tv gak yah..
dia liat gak sih korban2nya..orang sebangsa ma dia (well.. kalo bener2 orang indonesia yang nge bom..i could be anyone.. from anywhere.. with.. different purposes)..
tp siapapun dia.. miris gak sih liat hal itu.. mereka gak tau apa2 gitu loh..bahkan.. anak umur 5 tahun harus dirawat di icu dan ibunya wafat T_T
polisi jadi kaya orang bodoh.. 20 menit abis menyatakan indonesia aman! duaaaaaaaar!ada yang colek2 di tengah rapat 'pak pak... itu kedubes australia di bom' (yah kira2 bgitu ngomongnya)sang kaporli speechless beberapa saat.. '_'
indo punya skolah intelejen kan..? trus.. -_-.. bisa kecolongan gini...
yah.. saya emang bukan orang yang memiliki keperdulian sosial yang tingi2 amat..tpi kejadian ini cukup bikin kepikiran -_-;..dah ah.. jangan dihayati...

hari ini... maen drama.. jadi bapak2 galak.. kocak jadinya..diketawain maba maba hihihii.. wah. image gw jadi aneh la la la~yang jadi anak gw ^^; keceplosan manggil gw mama =) it means... gw masi kaya cewe doong =)

bsok.. tes ielts.. diramalkan akan mencapai skor 7.0 -_- sama si ian.. tpnya..bisa gak yaaaaaaah... huu.. mudah2an gak gugup..dan gw bisa menebak salah satu speaking testnya ialaaaaaaaaaaah.. ditanyain ttg bom '_'~

hem.. there's sumthin else in my mind.. tp yang ini di skip aja..bukan waktu yang tepat sih..
tp..i can't stop thinking about this thing..is this real? -_- i dunno..
a great expectation~ it won't become a reality..but still...
T_T... oooh~ hopes.. and fears..

2004-08-05T13:03:00.000+10:00

>_<~ huu.. minggu yang aneh.. campur2 skali hal2 yg terjadi.. dan campur2 jga hal ya gw rasain... dr seneng level tinggi... sampe suram stadium tinggi.. -___-;
aaah... lalu.. apa yg terjadi....? hum... gw curiga deh pernah amnesia '__' abisan... memori gw pas sd ilang ~_~.. hal ini gw sadarin pas lagi reuni sd, masa temen gw kpalanya kejepit di pintu gw gak inget.. pdhl itu menghebohkan seantero sd... yah tp reuni sdnya berlangsung dgn sangaaat menyenangkan hoho... =^o^= pada brubah yah.. jadi tinggi2.. (kec intan + caro .. masi kecil aja mreka) ada yg rambutnya kribooo.. ada yg jadi gaya bgt ~_~.. tp si fajar tetep aja 'cool' hoho... duuh gak sabar reuni sd part. 2 ^^
hem.. udah ah... '_' bingung mau tulis apaan....

2004-07-29T23:06:00.000+10:00

huuf... lega rasanya bisa ngeluarin apa yang ada di pikiran kita..
aneh ya? hal yang kita rasakan jadi lbih jlas klo diucapkan...
terasa enak kalo bisa ngebagi apa yang kita rasain sama orang lain...
apalagi ada orang yang ngerti.. dan bantu kita buat ngerti juga...
lebih enak lagi kalo bisa mbantuin orang lain..
somehow.. it makes me feels better about myself... '_'
agak egois yah? intinya tetep buat diri sendiri...
duuu.. hehehe.. jadi gak jelas...
knapa sih belakangan ini gw jadi memikirkan hal yang gak pernah gw pikirin (dulu emang gak pernah mikir apa2an sih -___-;;;)
intinya.... it feels good to share ur feeling to others... and to have people who share their problems with u.. and help them... (ini sambungannya apa ama yg atas? '_' hehe)..

2004-07-26T23:25:00.000+10:00

hm.. mendapatkan inpirasi lagi dari andreas.. tiap ngomong sama dia pasti ada hal baru yang gw temukan.. ^_^..
although sometimes i don't really get what he means... but sometimes he give me a very good 'live lessons'.. ^_^ i really adore this type of person.. yeah... he is a wondeful brother for me! =)
he say things exactly what i want or need to hear and the good things is he say those thing not only too make me feels better.. but the truth.. the truth that sometimes i already know but i don't want to admit it... he help me to accept it....
another 'live lesson' he gave to me today... that u never changed.. (esp. me ^^)
i always act differently when something special happen (good/bad)... i used to think that i become someone else... 'she' not me.. i'm not like that... that's not my reaction.. i'm not like that anymore.. i've changed...and so on
but if I think about it again... (actually andreas lead me to think this way, not that i'm infected with him... ^_^.... i just think.. wow.. this is the answer... he told me a story and a question... after i answer it.. i just 'triiing' (like magic) i know what he really mean... )...
"tyas ya tyas.. gimanapun itu tetep tyas.. reaksi2 aneh yang gw lakuin itu tetep gw... kalo gw merasa gak tau ttg gw yang lain itu... mungkin karena ada diri gw yang blom gw kenal" well this is interesting for me ^^... it's easier to think that it's not me... i never do that... that's another me... but it's better to accept.. it's me... although i do something silly~
well.. that's for today..

2004-07-21T19:09:00.000+10:00

whua... good news... tadi ayahku sms
"selamat sore ini anda mendapatkan laptop portege r 100"
hoo wkakakaka.. langsung ngakak sendiri deh!! ^____^ iiiih.... pengen meluk ayah.. (apalagi meluk portegenya) gyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! bye2 satelite yg beraat~

2004-07-21T12:33:00.000+10:00

target liburan:
1. bikin lukisan
2. bikin personal homepage
3. menyerap ilmu dr bku internet design and prog. terutama bag. php en java script~
4. belajar nyetir
5. cari novel bahasa inggris (harus fantasy ato roman huehue.. dan jangan tebel -___-;)
6. baca novel yg udah dibeli
7. ntn dvd sebanyak2nya =P
8. ntn smua film2 yg patut ditonton (ntar klo dah masuk pasti susah ke 21~ T_T)
9. cari buku buat semester depan (jadi bisa belajar duluaan~)
10. ngerapiin kamar kos sampe ke ujung2 rak (hem.. kamar gw cman kliatan rapi di luarnya.. tp di dalam lemari dll.. acak2an ~_~)
11. bikin reuni sd berjalan dengan lancar.. (walo 3/4 dr mereka gw gak inget~ =p)

wow banyak juga yah... mulai hari ini... target dilaksanakan..
buat sisa bulan juli: no. 5, 6, 7, 10
laennya buat agustus~

2004-07-20T22:46:00.000+10:00

wee.. masi blom ada kerjaan juga liburan ini... -_-; kalo gak les cman browsing.. chat... uh pokoknya hari minggu musti ajak ayah ke maruzen abis ke pameran komputer, bli kanvas en cat.. ada warna biru yg gw pengenin.. duh apa namanya yah... >_<~ lupa.. kynya tinggal warna putih yg tube nya masi berbentuk jlas... lainnya dah kriting~.. yg jelas gak bakalan bisa ngelukis di kos... bisa2 pingsan keracunan bau cat minyak ama minyak ~_~.. musti di teras rumah gw.. banyak udara en penuh inspirasi hohoho~ kynya tangan gw dah kaku deeh....oh iya musti bikin jadwal belajar nyetir skalian... ^^
ngomong2 tentang rumah.. katanya mau dibongkar... dan dibongkar total!! setengah rumah gw bakalan brubah bentuk...seneng sih.. ^^ soalnya gw punya bbrp rencana buat kamar baru (yg jelas mau hijau... -kamar gw pink smua-) trus gw bilang..
"bu naaa... pokoknya aku mau dekorasi kamarku sendiri yaaaah... arsiteknya gak boleh ikut campuuur" (skalian memuaskan hasrat tak sampai jadi arsitek)
trus katanya "boleh kok kak.. tapi jangan lupa kasurnya double bed ya.. kan buat sama suami kamu entar"
heh!! trus gw bilang "boo000 naaaaaa... (ngeluarin nada males) huehuehue asal banget sih... baru 18 taun juga.. "
kata buna.. "loh entar kalo udah pulang dari ausie kan udah 20an, kalo blom punya pacar ibu jodoin loh.. trus dinikahin"
trus gw mulai terganggu... "ibooooooooo~ apaan siih udah ah ngaco ngacoo"
lalu.."loh ibu serius kak.. kan udah ada calonnya, tante agus dah mesen tuh"
truus..."aaah boooo naaaa udah aaaah jangan ngodain aku melulu" trus gw dorong2 kluar dari kamar.... -__-; bener2 yah... ibuku ini... ck ck ck (geleng2) mikirin pernikahan gw mulu... pacar aja gak punya.. dudul~ masi muda pula sayah... ~_~ uuuh.... eh jadi punya ide.. bikin lukisan buat ngehias rumah lagi aah... terutama kamar gw!! yey!
lalu kembali ke hari ini... tiba2 tadi ketemu acus di kantin.. hoo lama gak ktemu.. agak2 lompat tadi pas ktemu.. trus langsung lari gyahahaha.... dan triak (gak keras2 amat kok, tp pd nengok sih =P) "aaaaah acuuuuuuus!!!!" .... dah lama gak berantem ama dia~ trus gw tarik suruh nemenin gw di lab deh... trus abis itu ngobrol lama deh... trus puas mukulin diaaa~ hua ktawa2 mulu.... >_<~ capek ndiri... eh kok gw jadi agak2 punya jarak ma temen2 gw yg deket pas awal masuk yah... T__T agak sdih... lalu... bad news : T_T mas nizar gak bakal ngajarin database buat klas gw smt 3 huuuu.... tidaaaaaak... pengen banget diajarin dia lagi... enak skali... campuran antara dosen asik tp jago plus menghibur dan gak pelit nile.. uhuks... diganti pak bobby gak tau siapa dia~ trus apa lagi yaah.. dah ah bgitu aja.. ^^~ (and again another useless post =P)

2004-07-14T23:48:00.000+10:00

whoa..liburan setengah2 jadi ini begitu menyenangkan ^^.. karena..sesuatu lah~ =)
nulis apa yah.. ^_^..hem..lagi ska lagunya counting crows yang accidentally in love, knapa? karena lagi ngerasa gitu hehehe...
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
but is this true?? or just a summer fling?? dunno? @_@~

2004-06-26T15:02:00.000+10:00

yap! setengah liburan setengah masuk dimulai~ (heks.. gara2 les ielts gak bisa liburan penuh deh).. jadi selama 2 bulan ini 8 jam/minggu musti les deh. eh yang aneh ternyata guru lesnya itu.. guru gw pas di ef dulu si ian papa.. sayang bukan ian model ato ian junior.. huehue kan lbih muda en cakep2 ^____^
trus soal nilai.. yep... aman~ calculus yang terancam ternyata dapet B he2.. gak jadi dikata2in deh sama ayah.. ("kak as, calc kan gampang.. ayah dulu dapet A masa anaknya C" + ketawa2 ngejek) heeehks... dasar ayahku itu.. =^_^= jadi.. rencana bli laptop baru tambah lancaaar deh ^^ gara2 nilainya lmayan..
lalu rencana buat liburan... hem... pokoknya harus ke bandung.. yg laennya gak tau >_<..liat aja deh.. hayo.. teman2 ada yang mao ajak2 gw selama liburan ini..
saya bebas pada hari: selasa-kamis-sabtu-minggu ^^. .ayooo jalan~~

2004-06-22T18:07:00.000+10:00

hua hua... internet kampus mati T_T padahal lagi dibutuin buat ngerjai tugas ~_~
errg... dah hampir selese nih tugasnya.. tinggal ngutik2 mysql --> php --> xml -->xsl
la la la~~ mudah2an cepet seleseeeee~
eh bisa diprakekin buat bikin blog nih... ^0^ ergh... ntar deh klo kurang kerjaan..
oh iya tammplian juga blom keren nih... kegedean tombolnya hueheu.. >_<~
mana terpaksa pake warna biru (bagus juga sih) ~_~ pengenyya ijo~
ergh.. lagi lagi posting gak jelas... =_=
satu2nya harapan gw buat hari ini : ayooo dong bener lagi proxynyaaah!!! dasar nih!!

2004-06-20T03:44:00.001+10:00

# Kmaren dateng ke wisudaan/lulus2an/pelepasan angakatan pertama SMU LABSCHOOL KEBAYORAN…. Slamat yah smuanyah! Mudah2an berhasil di jenjang berikutnya…!
Trus.. diundanglah gw sebagai alumni…
Lulus2an tadi.. lbih bagus drpd angkatan gw… hall buat olahraga disulap jadi kaya hotel bintal 4 ato 5 lah >_<~ pokoknyaaaa BAGUUUS! Jadi nyesel lulusnya taon lalu … pengen lulus2an lagi… ternyata ganti sampul kesannya dah beda yah.. banyak orang terlihat sangat berbeda hari ini… ( do I look different with kebaya?? … klo gw kyanya sama2 aja yah)
Trus kan tadi dibacain siswa berprestasi… trus gw jadi inget taun lalu deh.. pas lulus2an… heheh gw gak dipanggil gitu sbagai salah satu yang berprestasi.. (mao gimana sekelas isinya mahadewa en mahadewi smua gitu –alasan-)… tp trus bertekad… kuliah musti buktiin nih.. ^^ kalo seorang aristyaningtyas kusumo yang terkenal dengan ketidakseriusan dan kemalasannya tp tetep selamat2 aja dalam soal nilai….bisa juga punya ip bagus en masa depan cerah.. mudah2an cum laude ^_____^
Yosh… pokoknya… harus belajar lbih giat lagi… semester 3 aku dataaaang~

# Pr buat malam ini.. baca e mail dari andreas plus ngerenungin kata2nya andreas… hem.. oh iya kata2nya zhayf juga masi ada tuh yang perlu direnungin…
Merenung tuh gak susah.. tpi kok gw jarang berhasil yah..
Knapa.. kita susah ngeliat jawaban yang udah ada di diri kita sendiri? Apakah karena orang yang paling sering kita bohongin itu malah diri kita sendiri?
Terkadang.. menyadari sesuatu itu gak sulit.. ternyata yg susah.. buat menerima hal itu...I have to think about this to night ^^… hope I will find the answer…

note: pengen nulis diary nih...

2004-06-18T00:47:00.000+10:00

akhirnyaaaaaaaaaa!! final examnya selesssseeee...!!
yah beban gw tinggal menunggu hasilnya sama satu tugas lagi nih belom selese...
ach tpnya lega ach pokoknya...

exam tadi yah... hem... lmayan lah.. mudah2an bisa deh dpt A heheh gaya banget si tyas ini >_<... tadi ada soal lucu ttg catur.. perlu 30 menit buat ngertiin soalnya... eh 10 menit trakir baru kepikiran.. suruh bikin graph dr gerakan kuda di catur en smua kotak (3x4) harus dikunjungin.. ergh emang gw musti terdesak baru bisa mikir... =)
belajar juga gitu kalo gak mepet gak bisa masuk heheheh... bad habbit...

tpi yang menyedihkan.. jadwal2 liburan gw hancur total
>_< krn ternyata gw musti harus ke kampus juga seminggu 5 kali buat les ielts
tidak tidak tidaaaak!!! pasti kampusnya sepi juga deh... palingan ada orang2 yang ambil semester pendeek.. gak jaman libur aja dah kaya kota mati >_< huuuu...
padahal pengen jalan2 kliling indonesia.. masa seumur hidup di sini2 ajah seh..
jarang banget pergi2.. jadi pengen cepet ke ausie deh ^^

huem.. apa lagi yah..
oh yah hari ini akhirnya ntn juga tuh harry potter.. (dah ntn si di dvd bajakan tp gak puas)
setelah pas tgl 12 juni keabisan tiketnya padahal itu midnight en gw pergi ke 21 yg teletak di ujung pelosok kota yang gw kira gak bakalan rame!!
pas gw dateng sama si nita adikku yang gemuk nan imut tapi berangasan...
gw liat gak ada antrian sama skali....
"eh nit.. sepi tuh!! asyik2..."
tpnyaaa.. pas gw nyampe di ticket boxnya mbak2nya berkata
"wah mbak (heh tuaan dia kok manggil gw mba!! sial) tiketnya dah habis dr jam 7 tuh"
arrrrrrrrrrgggghhhh.. sejak kapan tiket midnight dijual jam sgituuuuu
"lho mbak kok jam 7 dah abis?"
ktnya si mbak2 itu...
"oh soalnnya tadi yang ngantri banyak banget"

heh dasar orang lain gak ada kerjaan apa yah selain ngantri tiket dari sore!!
jadi keseeeeel!! ah tp yang penting skarang dah ntn tuh...

huem.. tuh kan pasti postingan gw gak jlas lagi..
hauhau biarin ajah deh...
segini aja dech buat hari ini..... ^^

2004-04-21T13:17:00.000+10:00

kmaren tyas ulang taun yang ke 18 ^_^
yeah.. tanpa terasa gw tlah hidup selama 18 taun... 18 taun yang penuh dgn warna warni~
resolusi ultah gw emang ada.. tp rahasia lah~ pokoknya mdah2an gw menjadi orang yang lbi baik.. (tp perasaan dah baek sih.. :P hehe bercanda..)
sayangnya ultah gw kali ini gak bgitu kerasa... thanks to "mas mukie" yang bikin gw gak bisa tidur sampe jam 5 pagi demi ngerjain tgas yang pada akhirnya gak selese juga itu..
jam pukul 12 malam... gw di tlp sama snior gw tp sayangnya... =_=; buat ngasih petunjuk buat ngerjain tgas wakaka....(ngucapin happy b-day juga pd akhirnya).. lalu si sanney anak sebelah ngasih ucapan selamat... (pasti dia menyadari gw masi bangun krn dger suara gw keras2 pas lagi tlp yah ^^;)... setelah itu sms2 berdatangan.. byk juga dari orang yg gak gw sangka2 bakalan inget ultah gw...(ada jg sih yang gw sangka inget tp gak ngirim sms... T_T)
THANKS banget buat yang udah inget dan yg udah ngucapin~
oh yeah.. sebagian anak2 ki yg lagi nginep di kosaan ririn tlp gw lalu nyanyi happy b-day rame2~ aduuh senangnya hehe... kluarga gw juga melakukan hal yang sama... T_T (miss u all~)
ada bbrp temen lama menelefon.. ^_^... hehehe pokoknya seneng :P
lalu... abis kuliah... rame2 main bilyard trus sama makan di kts...
huuu ternyata susah yah.. =_= malu~ gak bisa2 mainnya.. bebeng-sensei hebad deh.. baby, panca, hesa dll dll deh... evan yg baru belajar jg bisa... sigh.. gw doang yang gak bakat
abis itu makan.. huem.. makanannya enaaak.. sayang lagi agak kenyang... jadinya ayamnya gak abis.. (yeah.. untung ada si panca yg ngabisin :P)
tp ada yang kurang... T_T gak ketemu seseorang hari itu... bikin rasanya kurang lengkaaap... hari ini blom ktemu juga.. buat seseorang itu ... kangen nieh jadinya... ~_~
trus di tengah kesepian malam (dan lagi super duper kangen sama orang itu) >_<~ gw pergi ke warnet daripada spi2 di kos... trus chatting lah seperti biasa.. oh yeah... nyobain voice chat sama si kake alias adit..
(gimana suara gw "toa" gak?).. si kake cman ngomong apaan sm ktawa2.. ^^; + suara2 aneh yg gw gak tao apaan.. disuruh nyanyi happy b-day gak mao lagi :P
trus apaan lagi yah.. oh iya.. dikasi kado sm kk gw.. thanks bro~
heum.. agrh dah cukup panjang deh... yah bgitulah ulang taun gw....

2004-04-15T21:17:00.000+10:00

lalalala.. besok uts calculus.. tugas dsa juga blom dikerjain
malam ini kerja keras.. good luck for me again..
yeah blog nya ada sdikit perbaikan... warna dah beres.. tag dah beres
ntar di tambah2in lagi deh..
kapaaaan gw punya waktu luang~ T_T
kebiasaan buruk jadi deadliners blom sembuh.. alhasil gw musti ngebut ngebutan ngerjain dsa...
hehe buat ummi... terhibur skali membaca blogmu waktu itu
hahahah gw dibilang cantik.. ummaaaay kesambet di mana tiba2 memuji gw...
lah jadi gak jlas postingannya....
gak sabar hari senen... bukan karena hari itu gw ultah... sigh gw bahkan gak mikirin jadinya...
tapinya gara2 hari itu mid test dah selese and deadline tugas... jdnya bebas (for a while) senen depannya dah dikasi tugas lagi..
heeh.. no wonder gw jadi tambah kurus gini...
buat orang yang mau masuk jurusan KOMPUTER.. mikir beribu2 kali dulu yah! >_<~

2004-04-14T01:04:00.000+10:00

gya... kacau banget sih blog gw... warnanya norak gini masi ancur tag belepotan
malam ini saya benerin bagian tampilannya yang kelebaran + tagnya + banyak deh
pengeeen deh jadi...
aduh uts dsa ancur,... mdah2an calculus engga...
yo just good luck for me T_T

2004-04-08T19:16:00.000+10:00

huuu >_< gak sempet banget mao bikin blog!
gila gila MID TEST ternyata bikin sibuk...
huahuahua...
tapi sebenernya gak sibuk2 blajar banget sih..
cman~ kalo mao bikin blog pasti kpikiran mid..
tapi kalo gak bikin blog di kos juga cman bobo
ato gak baca komik
sigh.. apa bener2 bisa jadi tgl 19 april yah!!
yap gak boleh nyerah
MID TEST gw yang udah dibagiin sih..
=^_^= masi bagus2 aja... huu tapi calculus sama dsa blom
itu dia yang gw khawatirin... ya kita liat aja entar..

2004-04-07T13:17:00.000+10:00

hari ini... satu kata.. KESEL!!! >:(